im good. for sure. YES I AM!

hahahihihuhu

my internet connection is so freaking retarded!

its been behaving more like a stoopid chipsmore 4 these few passing days.

the undecided path has been decided now. people around are much more kesian than me. i shud be grateful for all the opportunities that i have. screw standards! it will become waaay higher once im done w it. thats for sure. to become a gorgeously- head- turner is not an easy task. *so zaty bertahan!* haha tapape. tonite's dinner had settled down my 3 weeks of misery. she sure knows which switch can calm me down. her words tonite simply help me up. yupe. its not up to my so-called standard. the inner side of me that always wanna be ahead in everything may need to remain silence for another year deep down. its a hard work to achieve wut i want anyway.

*::*looking at EVERYTHING positively*::*

mr schuester is super hot!

counting days to watch wutever i want on tv
b4 i need to go back to studying n assignments
n exams? idk!
what i know is that at this particular moment i have no idea of wut is a contribution margin ratio formula, account receivable and payable has got to do w ma life. im so doomed for who knows how long.
=.=!

ahahaha.
i didn't know i was such a brat until i read this! jera's lovely entry on m4!
here's some highlite on the entry:

1. Zaty being the laid-back cool-as-ice-cucumber managed to grab an apple before going into hiding. *lapaq kot masa nih*
2. Zaty tripped over something and fell flat head-first. THIS IS EPIC! *patot la aku bengong2 smpai skang! effect kes nih la nih* tp mmg retads la mamat2 DS tuh. *memalookan sunggh kalo stiap kali nak amik maknan kena dengaq sajak x berirama free depan 1 skolah!*
3. rooftop sessions- pling best! *sbb dpt usha ehemboyfren2ehem*
   
4. superman? hahaha hot okeyh dea nih especially masa dea nyanyi lagu drive tu pergh pergh~ *tebayang suara x sdp lgsung tuh*
   
5. Always having to wait for Zaty to get ready to go out for outing. *hehe smpai skang kot ni*
   

sah2 aku mmg gedik sjak azali *oh x besalahnye* hihihih
rindoo hangpa laju2 weyh! sumpah x tipoo! baaaalik m'sia cpt yanng!
wajib ketemu! :D
nah lagu yg wat hangpa jd antoo:

*::*my nickname for today is oh u 3.X5! ade ke orng bg name by pointer?*::

mase itu emas

aaah i hate making decision.
which one shud i pick?
a: go on with wut i already had in my hand n hold on 4 another year?
b: wait 4 at least another week for wut i reeaaaally want?
c: keep on trying my luck with tomorrow's post? :|

seriously?
i loooove all the 3 options.
each comes with different benefit.
option A is the most lepak option. being paid as much as other for doing nothing with great opportunity for a career growth. but option B is offering my dream job!!! while option C is one of my employer of choice!!
*i'd already rejected a couple of companies that i dreamt of working with!*
grrrrr.

i need more time!! tssssk *cries*

*::* kutip vote lagy*::*

malas na letak tajuk dah

dear blog,

dis never fail to give me goosebumps each time it was played on my phone.
*regardless of d numbers of how many time i had changed my mobile phone.*
ifeellikekidnappingsumonenow!hahaha



weeehuu. im back in town.
after a 4 hours n a half journey by bus
*that was EPIC*
it has been ages since im on a bus ride from sp to kl
n i made up my mind too through out the journey.
its a no to dis friday.

dah tu je. bon nuit!

much love,
zaty
XOXO

*::*seriously. mls na amek tawu da*::*

s.a.b.a.r

orng ckp jgn tamak
grab je yg dpan mate
tp kalo sume betabur2 pon x leyh na grab sume gak kan?
na lpas yg dlm tgn syg
its either time or money
due2 pon penting. sgt la x aci.
so lpas due2 oke?
puas aty :)

huuuu.
bank tu.
department tu.
naaaak!! nak due2 :p
sikit lagy oke~?



nota: kne jd budak bahek yg hot laaaa *perlu ke hot2 jgk? haha head-turner la sgt* btw. kak yus da bsing. need to hangout for the last time katenye. artis indon da meroyan setiap ari. kegegyhan walaopon demam. oke la. hoho saye on!

*::*ineedexcitement mcmdolu2*::*

merapu

okeyh. i had enough. sedeyh ok x taw pape? :|
dun hint if its a secret,
dun hint at all,
A BIG DONT!
keep it to urself forever!
*major pout*


na sdp kan aty? mai join chek tgk menda lagho nih
comeyh gila!!




ok bye!

*::*pls let it be the one*::*

leteyh

im freakin 24 n i dun have any rights on my own life. great. saye anak yg baek lagy sopan santun dan comell. ikut ckp mak oke? afuuhh~~ sile la berlalu cpat setahun! saye nk 25 thun cpt2 n confirm n bejaye dgn hebat nye! mampoo? hahaha of course x sbb by 25 im juz about to start my career *sedeyh2 bunyi viola autumn in my heart time heroin na maty*

kejadian mentekedarah mlm nih besame2 skandal terhebat berlangsung mcm nih:

c skandal: u tuh kalo ego x mcm everest mmg x sah. kejap je. tahan la. x pe nnt bebel lagy dgn kitorng *cis sgguh ayat nih*

c gedik: i know its not up to ur standard but u alwayz have this high standard in everything since the last 17teen years i knew u. sume nak perfect. *saye ank pacik othman oke? *

ye. i have this super high ego. i admit that. =.=!

blik umah:
mama: there's a dffrnt btwn working in a commrcial bank n govrmnt bank. HUGE DIFFRNCE oke? ty heidi how is she doing now? nk mcm tu? now u hv both options, the only thing u need to consider is, do u want a stressful life or a laid back life? *bla bla n bla ceramah psl bank x bank y bank z n bank2 laen berlanjutan*

abah: if u wanna be a banker then go for it. i know d reason ur hesitating but i'll try to handle that later w them. *wah hbt nye mcm superman ckp* yes others like **m n *p are more appealing yet u know they gonna lanyak u gile2 like a robot. kalo bole thn that kind of lifestyle i dun mind. kejap je kan u have a phD na settle. *eh eh? * set up ur mind on wut u wanna be n decide.

i wanna be a gorgeous-head-turner- artist! n ALLL this stuff is not related to my dream at all. so how? :p


conclusion: tanak sign tp tp tp =.=

*::*saye yg menurut perintah sbb x larat na dgr ape2 lagy*::*

.diam2.

kejadian hari ni:

pagi2:
*blekberi plg canggeh tibe2 nyanyi lagu 2pm*
dak comell: ello *dgn suare pure2*
inchek xx: ello is dis izzati?
dak comell: ye saye la
inchek xx: im from ****n bank, i got ur cv from dato a*** bla bla bla
dak comell: *pending- mase bile plak aku skandal ngan dato a nih?* haha :D
tp layan2.
*n the conversation goes on*

ptang2:

mama: huh? bia betik? x ke mcm due bank nak berebut plak nnt?

dak comell: berebut? aiceh~ *blur2 ayam lagy*

mama: 1st come 1st serve la neyh. as long as ***b xtawu x pe.

abah: hold dlu tgu *p

mama: *bisik2* peegy !

dak comell: pape la *mls pikir*

mlm2:

c gedik: i know its good but i dun think u need it la

dak comell: ikr! *bajet bagos*

c gedik: juz go la baby, they gonna pay u as much as wut im earning now, if a better offer come, quit oke? sng~

dak comell: btw, no way.Regarding inchek ****i, no way. nnt u nanges x belagu :p

lagy mlm2:

dak comell: maaaa, wut if i go n quit later if im bored or if dpt my dream job? *nada gedik menggoda la konon*

mama: huh? dun ever think of it. pang nk? dis is y i dun want u in **n. i know u gonna quit half way.

dak comell: =.=! *ergh~ she knows me better than myself*

mlas bleyh? *gedik siot na malas2*
february sgt memenatkan. stp mgu begerak.mgu lpas. mgu nih. mgu dpan pon :0
tp sume separoh aty je. yg nak ber aty2 plak suh tgu lg. urgh saba oke?
da jgn kacaw time cuty2 sdpkn ati wa sude. oke lagu gedik 1 !! :D

i may not look like im strong enough but that doesnt mean i am! seriously, try me.
maybe i shud become a psychologist. haha.

*::*its hard to please people around as well as gaining the trust*::*

두근대는 맘

hurmm. sumtimes its not a good thing to be perfect. its weird. its so weird. super weird when people think u are too good for a certain thing while u actually think that u r nothing. huhu. tahpape. i may need to wait a bit longer :p

for the mean time, my antibody is deteriorating. b4 this i usually caught a fever twice a year, but since im home its every freakin month! now am high from the cough syrup. so im leaving this particular entry w this. it says everything wut my paper heart is feeling now apart from teringin na tgok wayang tibe2 :)

bon nuit love! :)

*::*am i such a disturbance to u? *::*

bonamana :p

hihi. lagu yg xde kaitan ape2 oke. suke je dgr.

:D

phewwh. full blast volume sikit.

mellow rite? yep its been a mellow day.

feels like nothin. its a im- no- one- to- u day.

*sigh*

the fact that sushow3 tix is on sale next week does nothing to this day.

i shud jump high. i shud rite?

looking at the price itself my foot stuck on the ground.

*sigh lagy*

dush. bubbye.

*::*sy mmg dkt zmn batu yg xtaw ape2 lgsg*::*

muahxxz!

hehehe. this is cool. woman n lipstick. which one r you?
mine wud be the sharp-angled tips. does dis apply to me?
i guess so xcept for the "likes attention" part. er er maaaybe
who doesnt anyway? :p

nota kaki: constantly on twitter :D
yes i love attention *guilty*

*::*da xde aty utk suuume.*::*

gong xi fa cai :P

oke jom jln! :)

nyet2~ ^^ its cny holiday again. dis year round we were in singapore! the ultimate purpose of the trip was solely for a shopping spree :p *yg konon2 na pegy tgk2 je*

destinasi 1, orchard rd:
tgk2 singe nari tonchang2

sambil ditemani oleh babbit pink besa gedebuk nih

lpas tuh na posing2 je keje mcm biase :p

tp terbawak blik 1 beg plastik la jgak :P

2nd destination: vivo city at harbour front

oke dkt cni la niat sbena tercapai :p

dkt 1 jam sgkut dlm zara tgu dak mao pow kasot =.=!
another hour dlm forever 21 :D
while the guys plak bleyh wat adidas mcm kdai kopi
*dak mao ade aty nak pow lagy kasowt* =.=!
sgt heaven ini bdak sume mende dea dpt *ayat x jeles kot nih?*

weeehuu serang2~ :p

hensem kan? kan?
hasil 1

hasil 2 aww2

3rd destination: bugis street
kegegyhan mem besa na pegy nih. follow je la. x puas aty selagi tgn x penoh. ish2 :p
*ckp byk la lpas da dpt 8000 lai baju dgn kasowt* ngehngeh. =p
pusing2 smpai sesat dlm mustafa center tu. kuwa masok kuwa masowk 8x smpai lemak pon cair.
lpas tuh balik. huhuhu.

lepaking. catching up w each other. spilling out everything. caught someone red handed. huhuhu. eat like there's no tomorrow. perasan comell. =p er termengorat orng lagy ops.

oke next weekend plak ape na jd? nak pow bf bangkok tp x blik plak. =( pegy pelok cium dak amsyar je la. dak adam n dak irfan. smbil membuli ottomen! :D

*::*saye gemok*::*

.magnet.

me n my muke yg betajuk "mntak penampaq manje satu" ;p

nothin much.
xcpt i might accidentally, *penekanan ok di situ* subconsciously or any other word that resembles how unintentionally i am, triggered a gal's jealousy :p
oh i dun think being chit chatty to a guy that i only knew for a second is wrong.
i mean who knows if we r potential team mate? n i was nervous as hell. ehem.
so go laser eyed sum other gal oke?

seriously, i dun understand the mechanism of a gal.
no one does. therefore i shall not try to. hoho.

*::* weehuuu bye2 kl*::*