.latihan.

entri smbil wat smiley face :)

fuh training sgt menyampahkan~ tp....

seronok la kan bile da abes? :p

march is coming to an end.

which means we're saying goodbye to both iman n jackie :(

oke. bia gamba yg ckp.

.w jackie.

. kindergärtners.

.w pwetty iman.

.aksi liar luar kawalan.

.smiiileee :D

.aksi luar kawalan 2.

*::*well, its time to move on*::*

ehem.

takot obs. oke tipoo. x saba na g obs tp takot solo camp.

tsssssk. 2 more days b4 im off from any telecommunication signal.

laaaaame kot! jgn smpai da lupe bentuk blackberry suda bile da smpai kl blik,

:D

*::*gonna miss jackie n iman soon! :(*::*

.nerveous breakdown.

`

muke bile da lepas pukul 5pm- orng yg tgkp gamba nih pakse saye ikot :(

"If you truly love someone, you can't stay mad at them forever... your heart just won't let you." - the notebook

cm beh je quote kat ats nih? haha

weekend is approaching.

n im so lookin forward to it

ade ke sape2 yg x nk pegy war game lagy?

*xde kot kan?* ehem!

tp takot jgk~ bile pikir:

namo masok utan camping sorg2! namo3x! T.T

nnt na ckp ngan sape? wat plak ade yg menyampuk aaaaa tatot!

x sggop na bine muscle free dgn kayak 8 jam *ouch*

saye bru je putih balik da na tadah muke bwh matahari lg

war game was absolutely amazing.

the fact that we went through it together w all those crazy sayangs of mine has made it even more memorable. ehem2~! batuk plak eyh~ :p

mari perang lagy! *fuh semangat sket!*

*::*oke, i juz love u*::*

whole-heartedly :)

i shut my mouth when im mad

i throw tantrums on purpose juz to protest on things

but i ended up with loving u more since yesterday

im so dead now, am i?

*pengsan*

*::*i dun care bout the rest of the world when i know that i have u :) *::*

1 ari jd 2 ari.

2 ari jd smggu.

smggu da jd 2 mgu.

bile da 2 mgu plak trus berenti kire.

bile da berenti kire da x taw na wat ape.

tgl weekend ni je na beronggeng.

starting from next weekend ill b off from kl~

huuuu T.T

*menakotkan*

bye

Significas todo para mi

.pending.SGT!

ape nih?

penat. xde idea. x phm. blur. demam.

n idk if my heart can make it through.

to all my sayangs, gomen if i ever hurt u b4 intentionally or not.

these passing few days, i'd been spreading out -ve aura all over the place.

n i cant reply to ur "it'll turn out well soon"

mahu hilang.

seriously.

*::*oh im addicted to 'you' drugs. coz now i cant live a day w/o abusing one~ *::*

hidup

LIFE. one word that describes everything. it equates to a balance of commitment and happiness. happiness may serve life in various ways. in a simpler word, happiness basically means that enjoying what u are doing at the moment. people may come across certain life stage which requires them to struggle a lot in other to achieve what they want. even though it's tough enough but still we need to get through w it because we know that it is the best for us. sometimes it may not be the dream of ur life. the point is to stop thinking of what u dun have n enjoy what u are holding atm as there maybe an unfortunate person who is dreaming of what we have now. be grateful!

the problem is, in order to do that we may need all the support from each corner of our life. no matter how hard or how challenging it will be, we can simply get through w it if we know that there is sumone outside there for us no matter what happen. seriously. it helps. A LOT!

this is weird. seriously i have no idea y on earth im merepek-ing here. this particular post has nothing to do w anyone or anything. not only has it come across to my mind but it's wut we've been talking around lately.

*::*u.are.nailed.inside.my.mind.each.second.imsodead*::*

p.m.s

tawu x c belang2 nih kalo mengamok saye yg saket telinge?

x kesah. sumpah x kesah. sukaty la kot. x kacaw saye x pe~

tp kalo da tibe2 henset orng dpan saye *penekanan henset orng dpan ye* yg bebunyi sbb dpt sms mcm nih:

macik a: "kok ti, kat mane? serdang ke? x ckp pon~

macik b: "a ah x smpat btaw kamoo da ty. mane tawu neyh~?"

macik a: "nmpk bla bla bla "

malas na ckp banyak. 3 orng yg tgh kebuluq ngadap steam boat 1 meja time tu pon trus tranform jd harimau kebuluq! masing2 bebel x puas aty. saye? oke je. kate syg kan? mmg syg sgt! sepeenuh haaty~ :(

tp saye kecik aty smpai PD.

*sorry geng termengelamun time drive x perasan leyh lpas simpang*

walaopon xde sape nak kesah kot kan, tp nk jgk ckp saye kecik aty.

saye x taw pape tp orng laen tawu lebeyh. so jgn ckp/ ty pape oke?

pegy ty tuan punye bdan kn sng sbb SAYE X TAW PAAAPE!

lpas tu jgn na ty knape sy x taw pape. sy pon x taw knape sy x taw~ phm? x phm x pe~

n yes! menses are excruciatingly pain! emotionally too! so deal w it! ergh! sedeyh!

sume mende wat x kne~

titik. bye.

*::*na pegy OBS cpt2 boleyh? da saket otak *::*

eh suda la.

malas na amek tau da oke.

xde hasil pon.

bye.

*::* bukan x nk tp da penat na usaha *::*

hahahaha. oke. this is fun. i miss this moment. LOL-ing like no one ever care. as i mentioned in my previous post, i intentionally refuse to talk these days, the same thing goes to laughing. yes im preventing myself from having fun or fooling around like i used too. *xcept during lunch time* heh. people get confuse if they happen to see me having lunch, being all chirpy and bouncy, completely different from the one who's been keeping herself in her own world when she's working.

i have no intention of creating any chasm. it has been months since i made a stupid mistake. n im enjoying it. its not a matter of pride, let alone ego, i just wanna have fun! so yes, i dun care who ever u are, if u happen to be there u'll prolly be the victim of my insanity. nuff said.

seriously. if i happened to be born during the nomads days, i should have kill the person who invents marketing so that words such as marketing research or plan will not exist rite now. shoot me pls.

*::*u r the only exception*::*

wuuu. thnx to yesterday's heavy rain, my lovely blue vincci pumps is officially damaged.

n thanx to an unknown event at takaful today, my new dark chocolate brown wedges is wrecked too.

to sum it up, i need 10 more new pair of gorgeous shoes! teheee~ :D

.end of story.

*::*saket aty kot ni*::*

menggelabah

huhu. kelam kabut. hari yg kelam kabut.

kelam kabut 1:

pagi2. hujan. bgun of course la lmbt. tgu mak datin siap na membelit tudung bagai. kecah na cantek2 pegy opis. lpas tu x seda da lmbt. tsssk. tp x pe, saye x lmbt pown. *peace~~*

kelam kabut 2:

b4 lunch. wat break sniri. gayut dgn cik nad smpai lupe diri. msok blik. bukak je pintu, da dgr dr jauh suare jackie, "oh zati, if u r wondering... bla bla bla..." oke x dpt tgkp lgsg ape orng aussie nih ckp. mcm erl x de full stop. tsssk.

kelam kabut 3:

after lunch. baru 2 saat duduk, da tedengar suare On kecah kat blakang

On: oi senior!

zaty: yes junior

on: meet yap. he's from upm too.

yap: *trus nyanyi lagu upm* =.=!

x psl dpt gelak free ramai2 T.T kot ye pon na wat concert nyanyi la lagu best skit bole la na join :p

kelam kabut 4:

balik. ujan lebat. lebat gile. smpai entrance. nmpk khai. gedik na ikt men payung2 orng. =.=

smpai sntral tmbh lebat. basah kuyup. smpai parking. x jupe kete. waaa T.T tepinga2 tgh ujan. rupenye mak datin park dkt ujng dunie. tssssk.

hasil: kasut hebat rosak. demam betambah2. time kaseh.

*::* ttp tlinge. ttp haty *::*

.clueless.

"Sometimes, when only one person is missing, and the whole world seems desolated."



.nuff said. i had nothing else to elaborate except that my world is always desolated when a person is missing out of nowhere. and yes apparently im the kind of girl who needs to know that u r always there for me, emotionally. TITIK.

i had no idea. i had no idea at all.
i had no idea at all about everything!
its annoying when u know nothing.
worst when u have no means of getting to know it!
si. i am seriously tired of this. period.

senyum smpai telinge :)

hola. im home wo any plan of going out *as always* even though its weekend. bosan kan? but im used to it anyway. huhu. yesterday news about japan's earthquake was shocking! the minute i heard the news, terus teringat inchek don dkat sendai. well he's in a safe refuge now but still be safe oke :) same goes to everyone else there!

a lil bit update on zaty othman *like anyone ever care kan?* tp nak jgak post! :p
1. bosan. sangat bosan. bosan tahap tertinggi. oke bosan la yg penting. x taw na wat pe
2. i've been living my life plainly w not even a single dot of sincerity since a couple of week ago.
3. oh n ive been receiving few 'pandangan maut' lately from people around, trying to figure out which group i belong to. *ye x pyah jeling2 brng saye semate2 nak tgk buku saye warne ape~ wane pink oke? saye mmg dlm group orng2 yg konon2 "advance" 2. nak join saye? x pyh la. meh kite tuka meh?*
4. mama saye tibe2 mengidam nak menantu engineer petronas or doctor. *oh no? pgsan*
5. thnx to mak tam, finally im aware of how annoying to talk on the phone w sumone who is sitting in front of a full blast fan. *sorry syg! len kali x wat dah* hahaha :p
6. oh bole x kalo saye da x taw ape tu koordinat korng2 sume?
7. jwpn utk sape2 yg ty= x de la x merajok pon. apparently, im not that good enough to appear in front of u gorgeous people.
8. my face practically shows everything!
9. i dun speak much now. it doesnt make sense anyway but its juz that im not interested to do so anymore. bak kate cik syikin, mane ilng gedik u ni? *smbil bg penampaq sedas kat blakang*
10. sdng berusaha nak jd zaty othman yg normal balik?

eh? eh? da apesal jd sedeyh plak las2 nih. oke stop. saye oke. tgok~ tgok~

activity bile balik n ddk dlm jam. tema merah itam :p

*::* im no one kan? *::*

random babbling

frustrated. yupe. the word itself says it all. seriously i had enough of it. its suppose to be fun. but sumhow fun doesnt mean anything atm. i had fun. a LOT! i love my retarded colleagues. yet apparently, having fun is not the main point of living anymore. i want excitement! ups and down. hardships! challenges! be it laughing out loud to a stupid joke or accidentally stepped on a cow's poop in the middle of the town.

ive been spending my whole day w English mentors for a week now that i had already started to read in British accent since day 1. n im expected to be able to talk like them by April. deymn. urgh n i have another 3 weeks to go till OBS. its killing. *sobs3x*

im on twitter recently. i twitted every second of my boring life. yes dear. i am boring enough that u wont even think of poking anymore. past perfect continuous tense or memorizing 3rd conditional's formula might even be more appealing than the tedious zaty. zzzzzzzz

*::*gud luck me on tomorrow's assessment*::*

tekananG perasaanG :p

gosh. im all done for a week. i need sum strength for the next step. nothing's wrong w the people or w the whole structure either. they r all lovely intelligent peoples w lots of hopes n excitement for what is going to happen next. as for me n few of my colleagues, we've been through all the hardships enough compared to them. doing it for the sake of doing it instead of having all the passion in completing the task is such a pain. u know, things couldnt be any sadder when u wake up each single morning feeling all plain to live up till the end of the day, wishing that time cud flies faster than it is now. well, we did wat we need to. me n 'makcik' ami. we need to bare w it for the mean time. lek la der. da x leyh wat ape da der. lu sedeyh2 pon bkn leyh patah balik der. ckp ank yg bahek! rezeki masing2 laen2. so bile lagy na dpt chance befoye2 kan? NOOW! (positif x neyh?) hahaha.

regardless of the misery within us, we still had fun throughout last couple of week! yep. *mmg tebaek la bab2 menggedik nih*

the challenge will starts next week. i'll be left alone for dis month's rotation T.T *terngiang2 lagy ayat c zura n akim b4 blik td= "weyh cpt babai zaty, dea ade geng baru da nxt wk" SIOT!* :| wuu nanes laju2.

oke. dah tu je.

*::*haiah da 80 thun x jupe. da ilng igtn muke comell korng*::*

perasan hot jap

wahhh! kehidupan yg melepakkan selame seminggu! *joget2*

tiap2 ari smpai2 destinasi tiap pagi mulut x benti becakap! 9-5! :p

nganga xde mende na wat cmni la~ :D

oke tipoo. keje tgk orng bleyh? ehem!



dialog pelik 2 3 ari nih:


1

mamat A: *cuit2 bahu dr blakang*

zaty: *pusing* nape?

mamat A: hye!

zaty: er hye! *senyum pending*

mamatA: u from a***n kan?

zaty: yupe.

*dan bla bla bla bla*



2

minah B: i from h**c.

zaty: oh i dgn a****

minah B: ha ah i tawu.

zaty: tssk



ape yg pelik? pelik la!da knape sume orng tawu nih? :O

muke da kne cop kot dgn invisible-to-me-only ink. membahayekan la manusia zmn skang nih.

*perasan* mmg sah2 la sbb kaw pling gedik kt situ. kepoci da jupe kaki gossip. cenggitu la upenye. orng rmai sebok tido2 time meeting, yg bleyh plak men hangman dgn orng kiri knan!tebaek! :p

*::* ok. saye bkan sape2. x payah la ckp dgn saye lagy da.apela sgt. bkn ley phm pon*::*