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Kate suffered bullying. Kate had a picture of Prince William hanging on the wall of her room, like several other girls. Kate had a dream to marry him, as did several other girls. The percentage of enrollment at the University St Andrews that year grew 44%, and 9 out of 10 students were women. It was “impossible“to draw the attention of the prince in the middle of that crowd, it was “impossible“to have a chance with him at all, they were all plebeian. But Kate didn’t stop believing … and today, when she climbed into the church, it was he who was waiting. And today I learned that no matter. Whether it’s the one guy who makes your heart race or the prince of England. What matters is that nothing is impossible. No matter who gets in the way, what’s yours is yours and you will arrive at the right time. Life always has something in store for you

(LYRICS on screen) "Tangled" ~ Maroon 5

*sigh* xde aty. telampau bz nak amek tau~ manyak keje na kne wat~ xde mase la yg pnting.

wutever. letih. da thap x leyh pikir ape da. oke bye.

If he wanted to be with you, he would. If he wanted to call you, he would. If he wanted to talk to you, he would.

-the notebook

notebook boleyh quote meyh? wutever~

i love notebook! hahah~

sheeesh~tweeting seems more appealing nowadays~

coz no one seems to bother twitter like they wud w fb.

tweet! tweet! tweeting! :x

if only, only if!

if not only had i been a gud daughter. if only i were given a chance to speak. if only i had voice out. only if, people dont see me as the girl who knows nothing, things wud have been dffrnt, i guess. these if(s) has been crossing both me n ami's thought since we started w the common functional area. the crowd was great. in fact i cudnt be more grateful for having them each day. seriously. the prob is again the inner crowd itself. the ego. the thoughts of the purpose of having to do things that aren't suppose to be done by us. at least we thought we shoudnt have done this. arent we suppose to enjoy this? well we need to for the next 4 months. a word of wisdom for today, "live ur life doing things that u love, live the fun out of it" yeah i wish! i had enough w the fun. i need a purpose now! which i cant think of any. huhuhu. each day i'll get the same q from ami-" wut am doin here again?" *salah orng la kan ty soklan mcm ni xde jwpn pon!* how boring can this turn into~? no idea. n its getting more complicated each day. with that saying, i shud switch off now. T.T

.shoot! the only guy who can make me leave u mr bf ehem wud be him!

*igt nih smpai maty k!* :d

*oke. yes i lied. shud have added jason wade in the list too. oh n james franco w patrick dempsey!eh wait, i think i left out jensen ackles! hahaha*

-she who is always a sucker when it comes to a mischievous sideway smile :p

*::*i am in misery, there ain't nobody who can comfort me oyeah!*::*

Strangers, again

cant sleep n came across this. a simple vid that reached 3 mil viewers after 3 days it has been uploaded. yeah, now i cant go to sleep at all. im so dead tomorrow. shoot!

auuuwww~~~

='(

sedeyh tahu? laki tu comell kot! eh? :p

mama pesan- eventually this thing will *WILL oke?* happen in any relationship, but nothing can beat the butterflies-all-over-the-perowt memories 2gether. hold on to it, n let the faith do its job. so yeah, igt smpai maty! *mama yg ckp eyh bkn saye, which i have no idea y she blurted it out of sudden*

xmo xmo xmo pikir bye!

not so fossils!

menggodakan ini? arrgh nak! nak!

ini jugak!

ini pon! nak suuume~! *greedy mood*

mama has been babbling for these past few days that i shud go n reward myself w sum stuffs.

oke what she means by stuffs wud be 1 of these alluring fossils!

well im done w the reward thingy!

well, these are tempting but seriously i dun need 1. i need nothing atm.

but i have nothing to save for either. tsssk.

xde duet ssh. ade duet pon ssh.

i'd splurged more than usual yet the num seems to freeze.

oo lalalala~~

how proud i am as a cheapskate today.

what i need now is not a reward but what normally people call as a PUSH to get through w the kiddos for another 4 months! n the ultimate ENCOURAGEMENT can only be in the form of the simplest word from u.

well, i wish. I WISH! i can only wish! no i WANT THAT! i DEMAND THAT!

the time was came when i became sleepy n i need to gone sleep.

*hahaha da terikut joe's purposely wrong grammatically sentence*

*::*cant wait for friday! wait for me bebeh :p !*::*

sweet to the heart :D

teheeee~~

had soooooo much fun these couple of days :D

initially the plan was to go to serdang to find out some stuffs ehem~

but sumhow rather, me n scandal cik letrik went out to pavillion juz to coughlookedcough around for sum gifts~

but we ended up gifting our own sins instead! *puaaas aty!* hoho

sheesh~ im to lazy to type anyway, let the piccie do the talk:

taking pix is a good way to resist the temptation of buying another pair of shoes.

i did managed to get her bought a new pair of wedges and a bag b4 this particular pix was taken :p

oh i met my baby! :D its been ages! seriously!

my crime partner in ponteng prep juz to sleep like a baby while we were in langkawi

tolong lah zaty, pose apekah ini? *smbil wat muke annoying*

well anyway, bejaye gak hasut makcik perasan tggi neyh beli handbag~

walaopon mcm agk kne pow smntara :x

smbil tepakse than telinge dgr penipuan x betempat psl kekurusan saye T.T *buek*

n yes, at last kne pow here in shah alam

T.T omg! gemox! gemox la lagy!

urgh~ thnx for having soo much fun that i had forgotten to take off the robot from my neck n ended up w rashes n blister as if im being bitten around my neck . *lupe diri la lagy kan?* tp comeyhkan inchek robot nih!? so screw the allergy! screw white gold! n hail silver! LOL :D

*::*xdpttgkwygponhaiish*::*

recharging!

yeeeaaay~~saye suuuuke 22nd! :D
da puas aty~!
dpt ape yg diidamkan! auwuuu~~~

time to berkepoci laaaagy~~ *kne heret dgn bebibah*

cik letrik meroyan campo nebes na pegy obs~

adoyhla~ disebabkan skandal terhebat sume bz na deting,

so jom pegy serang flet ikan laggy!

sape na itot~?? jom! :p

TP DGN SYARAT! SILE BWK SAYE TGOK WYG DULUUU~!!! :P

*::*i wanna b w u so that i hve all the courage to get thorugh w my life :'( *::*

siow!

sumpah bosan smpai asek na tgkp gamba je kje T.T

oke sedeyh. mcm buang mase. seriously after years of ups n down.

hilang mcm tu je? :o

lgsung x de rase pape skit pon? kalo x de x pyh la na buang mase dea

marah! n i shud be mad! dea nanes saye pon na nanes

*ni belom lg dea nanes dpan2*

tsssskk.

kalo ade mslah trust smpai bile pon x settle.

10 thun pon x gune. kalo dea x trust xde nye dea sggop kne jelingan maut big boss!

cair tlinge dgr bebelan mak datin. eh come on la.

even me myself w all the requirement fulfilled excellently pon, dun even have the guts to do the same thing kot! korng nye hal, aku yg bedebar rase mcm tgu time je na kne lempang dgn pacik othman mase drama melayu nih kne ulang tyang dlm henpon.

bcoz she loves u soo much that she's willing to take it all!

appreciate much? tolong lah!

baru kne skit, blom bebetol lg da na lari. ape nih?

one more thing, ego kalo da mcm everest pon x gune.

tlg la accept n try to upgrade urself.

its for ur own betterment bkn na downgrade ke ape.

xckp pape pon. da tgok kitorng mcm nih, da tawu lagy ape big boss demand,

try to fit in la,

kalo da tawu ssh usaha

orng ckp kalo btol2 nk bia ape pon dtg no hal derr

igt org2 nih suke2 je ke ckp?

da 2 je.

kalo ade ade la oke~?

kalo xde pegy mampos!

rite now atm, u r so lucky that budak um bz dgn final

or else who knows~~ wrong step dude, wrong step, seriously!

*::*i hv no answer on how to be stronger, u need to do it urself dear,

juz bare n hold the trust oke? *::*

pagi2, odw to dt, mate merah, nantok yg amat, bosan, x bp na ikhlas, mls na layan pacik othman dgn bini dea begossip pagi2 ari. oh pure2 mcm x lmbt

i might had say that im not gonna think bout it

yet it crosses my mind every freakin seconds!

that shows how desperate i am for a SOLID *read that loud oke?* ground of status

i shall say that to be there all the time is much more preferable rather than to be the last resort

i despise myself for who i am each time it happens

too much +ve vibe is not alwayz a good thing

i dun need a detailed explanation or anything

as long as im aware of it, im cool~

juz lemme know so that the typical- pretended- to- be- blur zati wont go any blur-er for real!

to sum it up, i need updates! n i need security! or else i'll assume that im not that important in whoever life this may concern

which leads me to a back out phase.

n that is wut i normally do ever since i live. when i shut down, i do it for real.

where later on it will be hard for a turn around.

because as people around wud normally says, she doesn't complain much yet she takes everything to her heart.

n yes i do! :X

*::* when there is no ups n downs in life, im a zombie*::*

lempang jugak kang!

entri na lempang orng.

ish! x paham la pompuan zaman skang neyh!

psl laki pon na gegado. lek lu sap kok lu kan.

kite x nk la dea. awk amek laaaaaa.

betol nih.

amek la amek la.

d'oh. xde mase na layan korng.

"The spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly. <3 "

- the notebook

:D

cam beh je quote nih?

wutever.

*::* haty saye 1 je :D *::*

mentekedarah

makan je tgkap gamba, tangkap gamba je makan =x

heeeeee xD

suuuukeeeee~

dpt mekdi lpas 10 ari ddk dlm utan

plus 4 ari dkt civilisation yg xde pon pacik ronald mcdonald dlm koordinat behampiran

rase mcm 10 thun x mkn pape bahaaaaa :p

*sile ty saksi kejadian, sopan je kite makan kan?* :d

oke tipoo sume mende pon na mkan

sia2 usaha laaaa ini mcm *usaha ke? buek*

pape pon time kaceh laju2 inchek~

^___^v

oh btw here's the new me :D

ceh new la sgt~

xde sape pon nmpk perubahan

cube belek pic 1st n compare dgn yg laen

op mintk maap bkan berubah tone kulit je eyh

yg tu sedia maklum la kot waaa :(

ish. yg laen oke?

hermm anther thing, im not interested in anything else except for wut i have now.

nail that!

wutever.

*::*what am i 2 u again?*::*

yeeaaayyy! im back!! rindoo me much? :p
*Ceh tade sape heran kot kan~?*
10 days! 10 freaking extreme days!
balik2 je:

• abah: "eh oke x nih?" *zati: x de suare trus tutup mate tido 18 jam*
  
• muke 39 tone darker psl mkn angin ats whaler smbil rowing 7 jam pusing pulau pangkor
• kaki da cecorak polka dots ikut lelubang water shoes. hampeh la~~
  
• calar2 lepas jungle trekking 6 hours plus 7 hours the next day
• lebam sane sini sbb tido on an uneven surface smbil tejatoh 18juta kali dlm utan tu
• bejaye derma darah kat 3 4 eko pacat
• tido besepah2 je x peduli sape2 tepi pantai
• cramp sane sini
• tuff da neyh~ :p
• demam, flu, my whole body is aching like hell, sore throat, blister here n there
  
• keje betambah dateline esok which means,

esok kene keje
gile kejam~! T.T

*seriously? dun mind me*

so yes!

esok tpkse gerak pg lumut 4 obs.

haih2~ *sigh*

lokasi yg mmg x kn dpt dikesan oleh mane satellite pon

henset sume saye tggl oke?

bile balik? x ketahuan la lagy~

deymn~ so MISH ME OKE?

*gedik la kaw neyh~!*

*::*xde org na rindoo kot? so fine la*::*