numb

heyya! this is a story of a plain girl. at first, she was so bored, staying home doin nothing. Thus, she decided to go out to a shopping mall, without having any thoughts of buying a pair of shoes. she went to the mall the next day, window shopping as usual. out of sudden, the temptation of having a new pair of booty crosses her mind. so yeah, she set a goal to find one that cud cater to her needs. yet she couldn't. being choosy or a perfectionist she is, she had a hard time on deciding which pair that touches her heart. but none of it did. she almost gave up on it until she walk passed by a shop, n there it was. a gorgeous-to-die-4- booty. she grabbed it n went home with a smile on her face. hadn't she know that the smile wont last long enough. as she wore it several time, her feet started to get blister n cut from the shoe. but she ignored it all n wore it as if she felt nothing. bcause she knows what she wants. n because she wants it n she loves it so much that she decided to ignores all the pains as she is aware that it will eventually fades away if she bares with it until the booty will get used to her feet n the same goes to the feet.but if the boot refuse to gv in, she'll let it go. n that applies to everything in her life. she keeps everything she loves to her heart, n wont let go till she knew that her existence is not needed . AS SHE TAKES TIME TO SIMPLY LOVES ANYTHING, SHE LOVES HARDLY.

i have the strength but the courage seems to fade away :"(

saket

Every little thing you do is tragic
All my life, oh was magic

I got a disease
Deep inside me
Makes me feel uneasy baby
I can't live without you
Tell me what I am supposed to do about it
Keep your distance from it
Don't pay no attention to me
I got a disease
I think that I'm sick
But leave me be while my world is coming down on me
You taste like honey, honey
Tell me can I be your honey
Be, be strong
Keep telling myself it that won't take long till

seriously. its not the true self when i've once saw the other way round. *cries*

stupid cupid

all of sudden stupidity hits her

she felt like nothing

while rage is building up within her each second,

her self- ego almost hits the ground,

that's when she realized how foolish she is atm,

but yeah, since she's strong, nobody realize it,

pretending much eh, yet nothing else she cud do.

juz to sit still n hope for the best.

dear Allah, wutever have u written for her n him,

they need ur help to get through w it,

to get out of it,

guide them to become a better person,

now n till the hereafter.

amin.

:)

only god knows how much i miss u

like seriously serious.

NURUL 'IZZATI BINTI OTHMAN

sile jd kuat mcm besi oke? ='(

ari pepel sedunie. 2 org jiwa kacaw tepakse la dilayan. :o

*pic 8 thun lpas- oke tipoo las week je kot* eheh

senang nye? seenang sgt? ape neh? x phm? saye pon x phm.

but yeah its normal to b a foolish in the situation.

its foolish but yeah it needs to be done.

p/s: mood twitter sahaje.

oke bye whoever that actually reads dis!

this is cute! :D

stutter

i have a set of list here:

• think straight
• be happy
• enjoy the moment
• be oh so motivated
• smile from the heart
• live a life sincerely

sounds nice rite? :)

now, add a word - can't - in front of every item in the list.

it doesnt sounds that nice anymore, kan? kan?

apparently, it seems that, each of these items are correlated to each other.

but for me, once the first part sttled down, i wont mind on the other stuff.

like seriously, i need to be in a state of a solid miiiind. toloong! ;____________;

tp saye da kutip undi. hasil2 undi sume saaame. none of them follows my heart. :(

so i ve decided not to use all the tribe's word. its juz bcoz if i do it i wont be able to remain still either. so its a NO WAAAY! korng ckp la ape pon. :s

*::*malas*::*