chanting 4 xm mood

woooohooo~

im off from dt today~

stayed up super late last nite

*kengkonon na amek feel xm*

n bru pkul 2 pg da pepening!

zati~ tanda2 penuaan tu~
dem!

woke up today juz to look up at all those pile of slides memalaskan saye

i mean, seriously? n more from inside this lappy to read.

banyak nye act! *saket otak at instant!*

muke nak bekobar2 je konon

*selak2*

oke. pening!

Ya Allah, tlg saye focus.

i need to digress my i-want-nobody-but-u feeling away

which am not able to

rindoo tp nak wat cane kan?

aren't gals able to multi task, are they?

so i shud b able to do this! i SHUD! n I WUD! be it!

sile berusaha nak jd pmpn pling baek dunie akhirat!

itu yg terbaik!

amin :)

*may all the good things b w u wherever u r*

birthday omedetou!

it's june 27th~! so it's ototou no tanjoubi!

BIRTHDAY OMEDETOU SYG!

be a gud boy as u already are now! :D

*oke rs mcm tua na mampos n sgt pathetic da neh*

nothing much after 2 weeks in HQ.

back in fstep, they were still as crazy as they r. huhu.

*sume sebok la sgt nak crite amende dorng da wat 2 mggu ni*

pg2:

kim: apsl muke ko laen?

zaty: laen amende~?

balik2 smbil jln2:

kiim: sape ckp aku da laen? ko tu yg laen~ dr pg aku tgok~ da putih da... *gelak kuat2*

zaty: bongok.

kiim:ko kne kurung kt affin eh? x kuwa lgsg siap leyh jd putih~

mcm2 la putih la kurus la. bajet la da 2 thun x jupe. wuteverla korng.

crite la yeh~ sy dgr je :p

da xde kudrat na becakap pon.

siap x rs pape pon na xm. orng sebok la nk takowt2.

da xde maknenye na tkut. jwab je la.

its juz that...

Ya Allah tlg la sy pelis, ssungguhye hanye Kau tpt aku mengadu dan Kau la Yang Maha Mengetahui segala nya. sekirenye ini lah yg ditakdirkan utk ku, Kau kuatkanlah hatyku. Amin :/

eh kebas!

apesal mate sy techik je nih?

huhuhu

so as i did mentioned how im in a condition na drve krete pon taboleyh.

i totally forgot bout that. betol.

duk umah diam2 tp rs mcm na lempang orng je.

so i grabbed my car key, n suddenly im in bb.

ssh kan kalo xde experience hidop neh?

at least if u had an experience, u wud know how to handle things.

say, if u ever experience a heart break, a 2nd heart break wont be that hurt kot?

but if u dun, mcm na derma je jantung neh kt orng oke?

thun nih mcm bnyak 1st time:

1st time keje

1st time dpt kaki

1st time rs mcm boleyh wat ape2 je

1st time rs seronok mcm ni

1st time let sumbody in

1st time rs mcm da betol je

1st time nekad

1st time terime

tp 1st time jgk mcm ehemwuteverehem... :(

so yeah, im not that gud enuff. tapayah la korng na emo lebeyh. sy mmg x ckop bgos. never had i thought of it. never. ntah la.

n a note to my fwenz, kalo anda ade pape na ty sile ty tn bdan oke?

saket mata la nanes. jgn na nanes sgt la.

next is to start living for the sake of living. coz im tired of foreseeing the unforeseen.

screw everything. izzati sile focus on xm rabu neh.

wish me luck! *walaopon na pegy tembak je sbb da mls*

oke.bye!

*after the life we've been through, coz i know there's no life after u*

dush!

i miss

GILE!

*in the state of a vegetative mind- tahap x leyh drive kete lgsg or else i ended up nowhere mcm td*

;_______;

sobs! saye merajok je~

tade niat pon na pape~

tp...

T___T

every time I turn away, I can't help but turn back one more time

i guess dis will go on forever

as instead of juz nailing i purposely engraved ur name there. hard.

im not letting go unless u r

dah bye!

choices

2 ari neh sgt lepak~

masok~tgk movie~ bejoyah sane sini~ baalik! :p

dialog ari neh:

incek bos 1: *bukak pintu laju2* u guys r d 1 from bnm rite?

us: yupe *muke blur*

incek bos 1: gud. can u work now?

us: not yet. not till the next couple o months

incek bos 1: i c. x pe. i want u to b here by then. if possible coz i need more RMs :)

us:*mate nak besinar2* :p

incek bos 2: so how was FX? eh b4 that u r from in house kan?

us: er nope. we're from ****p.

incek bos 2: oh bnm's?

us: *angguk2*

incek bos 2: i c. *starts to merepek on bid, offer, swaps alien language* ... if u r interested we need more people here~

us: oh~ atm it's 1 of our choices too

incek bos 2: aha! thats gud!

oh tidak~ saye da pening. due2 pon best~ :x

malaaas na pikir~ banyak mase lagy weehuuu~!

*::*kasot oh kasot, right timing la kaw nak rosak kn?*::*

lol. apahal aishiteru kara neyh da gaye2 mcm tumblr da?
buek~ na tido

*bepinar2 tgk sales, geram!*

great pretender

every single thing here reminds me of how much i miss u.

hish!

*heads on keyboard*

entry muke straight!

er er er.

i hereby declared that i had no idea of wut i had done.

seriously serious.

i may had offended u out of ma conciousness

coz being me, i usually dun give a damn bout it

but but but *benci oke perkataan ni* if i ever had done anything to scratch ur jantung

pls do tell me or else i might drown more into the clueless me

as my own jantung is holding on to the pressure im still afraid that it'll shattered to pieces.

n i. had. enuff. of. heartbreak.

sumpah! x nk lg la bole x yunk? sobs!

its not my fault to be created as a girl. being an emotional based creation, gals are annoying! *hands up!* every single second, nak menggedik. *bukan sy kan? :p * ehem. im not perfect, in fact no one is. being a gal, i cant focus on 1 thing at a time wo any emotional support. so yeah, outside im all out for the challenge, but not as much as enthusiastic as the last 4 months b4 i started working. since she, the juz graduated me, knew she can always spill out everything to sumone. ok dah bye!

*::* oh hello corporate banking! *::*

respect sikit oke?

teknik pengukuran lemak di pipi :p

this is annoying.

seriously.

im in the treasury atm.

suppose to be joining the trading floor.

do my work as usual.

tp mcm tesangkot dlm nih n tpkse dgr c gf hentam c bf

c gf: b! darling tnmpk bil tepon u~ u kol sape on this date *x igt la bp ari bulan* smpai xxhengget? *jerit on the phone*

all the kepala otak lu sume klua from the mouth.

menakowtkan oke?

hish~

*geleng2*

but its up to masing2

people handle things on their own way

so skaty la na wat mcm mane pon

up to them

asal bahagie~

n dorng mmg bhgie pon :D

eh cop~ izzati tapayah na sebok hal orng sgt la! :p

ok bye!

pos nk emo je.

hey hey hey~! :p

*dush x payah nak gedik sgt lah*

she was hungreyh like mad yesterday.

so she went down n decided to go sumwhere near 4 dinner.

gelak kuat2. maen2. buat lawak mcm biase.

suddenly, drpd seblah~ vroom laju nye~

her eyes caught a glimpse of a car passin by in front of her.

oh cntek sport rim abng 2! tp oh a ah waitdemenet!

mcm knal~ mmg knal sgt!

*hurmm skang sy pecaye bile ade orng ckp mate sy tajam*

instead of pegy mkn, she ended up here.

there.

nuff said.

her right wasnt her's anymore.

apparently, its sumone else.

yeah. she stuttered!

gagap on the spot.

it was like. ape ni? ape ni? the whole nite.

oke la. saye bz la lepas nih.

dah jgn kaco saye da.

saye xde mase na layan.

saye nak bz sgt.

tp sy sempat je nak pegy lepak jap dgn dea.

orng laen x penting.

kecik aty smpai x leyh cakap.

diam lg bagos kot.

xde sape kesah.

x kaco orng.

agk2 kalo da mcm memerlukan sy *zzzzzzzz*

im juz here.

tp ketok la pintu kuat2 kalo x sy x bukak da.

i used to get the best in everything

n for everything. coz that is juz who i am.

i chase for hardship. coz what is hard to get is usually meant for the best.

i try to make a dfference in every single thing.

ssh mcm mane pon da kalo nak bole je wat. x de alasan.

bia lambat bia saket dulu.

i juz want the best for everything! i mean. EVERYTHING!

but now atm, sumhow i felt stoopidly tehegeyh2.

n being stoopid is the last thing i wanna be.

i rather be ugly than stoopid oke?

jgn na jd bodo sgt laaaa izzati!

dah bye!

baby, baby, ooh!

hish~

amende dataran takaful 2?

cm ilng ingatan je~

i wish i dun hv to go back to that place! grrrr~

perangai ape tah ni. nyampah dah

sukaty lah. pikir nk jd kaye laju2 lg bgos!

bloody hell! im juz not interested.

dush~cut that off!

atm here's the main reason of this entry~!!!

welcoming another newborn member into hj ahmad's HUGE family! :D

muhammad aqil hadziq

alalalalala comeyh nye~ nak 1! :p

semoge awk besa jd baik2! ^^

nyaaa geram!

*naseb jauh kalo dpn mate mmg kaw x tido la*

alaaaaaa comeyhnye! comeyhnye!

na comolot dea manyak2!

^______________^

malas

last weekend sales-madness trip to singapore :p

otouto: aku ke yg slh atau ko mmg da jd bisu tibe2? kalo dulu ko asek *smbil buat tgn kepoci* tp ni da senyap plak!

zaty: er.. er.. x de ah. xde mende na ckp je

otouto: x logik!

zaty: betolla~ bosan

otouto: *buat muke annoying*

*back to twitter*

jantung aty

retarded-purplish-girl who was caught in action recently :p

haha. tapape. now im sick again.

mcm biase ah na belagak macho tanak jupe inchek doc, *eeee tatot*

but it looks like i need to surrender maself to the clinic 2morrow :(

screw the meds i need a leave

*smbil melantak hazel cheese laju2*

n yes RINDOO GILEEE LAAA

apparently it seems like im not made out of a steel

no matter how hard i tried, u juz popped out of nowhere each time

so yeah, i might b under some sort of a spell or else my brain will know how to work.

hermm. wutever.

caption: where to next?

dear whoever that actually read this crap,

pelis pelis na tgk panda comeyh~ bwk saye peeeliss

*pout* :p

.I but know that I love thee, whatever thou art.