hiding my heart away

its been awhile. n yes im still hiding my heart away.

cop. i think i left it sumwhere instead o hiding it.

but hey its faith n i dun wanna question that.

n im juz hoping for the best in everything.

as things are getting better these days, alhamdullillah for that.

i shud become a better person too. Insya Allah.

readers, juz enjoy wut life is offering u today

coz we dunno if tomorrow will ever come.

:D

much love,

-zati-

xxxx

tajok: mntak lempang.

bits by bits i tried yet u never move even a tiny steps within my heart.

loveable.

so its been awhile. nothing much w me. working was fun. new place. new people. young n vibrant people. best la sng ckp. usually, it wasnt easy for me to fit into new places n environment. frankly speaking imma bit choosy in everything! I mean EVERYTHING! Be it, shoes, clothes, gadget, etc. oh n friends too. especially when it comes to the one.

so yes im glad that im currently attached to ss2 :) n im blissful for having all my sayangs around me whenever i need them. its no longer 'look im so cool so u gotta be as cool as me to b w me' or 'hey i hve an ipad, do u?' stage. its juz about having people next to u, support u when u r down n most importantly u dun even care to take into heart on their flaws.

so people, whoever actually reads this. do take good care of ur love ones. n juz enjoy life at ur utmost! *Peace* xD

eid mubarak :D

us wo another 6 big families :p
yupe. this is only 3 families of hj ahmad's

weeeeehuuuu~ *dush*

so its RAYA! :D mcm2 da jd. mcm2 da wat. dis year raya most of the time was spent lazing around in the house. x pegy raye sgt since everybody came to ours. belemak2 la lg haih. 

oleh sbb x raye mane2, maka aktiviti laen la jwbnye. memancing, melawat mall, plus membuli kanak2. oh n melayan ottomens yg da pandai ckp mengire. hehe

the only difference is that my cuty was shortened compared to previous year. deymn. da xde can wa na peponteng! grrr~

1st raya for baby hadziq! 

mestilah 2 ekor ottomen byk ckp nih :D

 oh yeah! lpas sesuka aty lupe diri tekan kete abng esan 160km/h back to kl, dpt berite gembire.
congratz to budak mao for being accepted to pursue his master in japan. we're so proud of u. dreams come true eh? *jeles laju2* tp x pe boleyh melancong2 lpas nih :p

as for me, i'll draw a starting line tomorrow. let see if i'll get wut busy really means. either i can cope w it or not. a challenge to self. to start over everything. to build up everything back. *sigh* thus i shall go off to bed. hype me puh leeze! i need a purpose to go on w this. b4 i dun need any coz i have my own goal. but ever since couple of months ago, ive lost interest in anything. n that applies to foods, money, or anyone. but hey

owh. i guess its not that late for me to wish HAPPY EID sesayangs sume! maaf zahir batin. for all the wrongdoings or heartbreakingly acts of mine, w intention or unintentionally had scratched ur heart. im random. n i speak for wut i think n wut i believed. but if its ever menjengkelkan anda *coz i always did that* juz baling jauh2 k? i seek for forgiveness 4 that. people who knows me well wud never took it to their heart or else they wud hv spitted it right to my face. n i dun mind that at all. we spit towards each other. LOL. yes i sincerely forgive everything as well. as i know every single things happens for a reason. coz im not that perfect myself either. for being me, i always look up for good things n enjoy everything wo thinking of the risk of failure. i hate failure n if it does happen, its so my fault for not taking good care of it. so people! 0-0 oke? 

geds! :p

*::*juz like yesteryear, raya or not, im thinking of the same thing*::*