Sunday 30 October 2011

nae maeume yeongwonhi



aci x kalo ckp rindoo them sgt? i mean i miss studying! sape x kn? one of my friend even blurted out that he regretted for not spending most of his time w us. too late to regret. x elok kan na nyesal2.spend mooore time w us today if u had time k? its time to move forward. with everything remains the same of course! :D

those days. w those people. everything is on impulse. suke atyyy je. kne hentam after that is not a question as long as we're happy w it. childish kan? but hey only children knows how to have fun! :D

today. we're still the same. in a way. ehemm. *x nk komen sgt* one or two of them are getting hitched. *rase tua jap* congratz to them. n hopefully they'll live a good life till the hereafter. *prays* n as for me, no plans. im just enjoying wutever is in front of me. thats better i guess. hope is not a choice anymore. coz once i hope i'll hoped hard (oke ini perkataan drpd dictionary zaty version 18) n it'll get harder if my crystal ball of hopes shatters. x snggop.

seriously. ini betol.


oke bai. wish me luck for HP meeting esok! aaja! :D


du beon dasi nan deu nugudo saranghal suneun eobseul kkeoya

Thursday 20 October 2011

convocation omedetou!



awwww omedetou sesayangs. mood konvo x abes lagi.


16.10.11 marks another history in my life. it was the day which i had received my MBA scroll after 1 n a half year of wonderful moments. frankly, at first i was pretending not to think at all about the day. seriously, haty telampau leteyh nak crite konvo2 nih. malas. a year full w ups :D and down T.T since last october. the ups was seriously great but the down were painstakingly hurtful. wadeber!




until the day itself. dressed w my new turquoise kebaya,a step into fep, it strikes me straight away. how much i'll b missing the place. after almost 5 years in upm im now off for good. nak smbung lg? insya Allah. upm lg? x kot. nnt menung je keje. terigt2. bek x yah. but who knows faith might be the other way round. oh yeah thanx to pak lang n mak lang sggop dtg jauh2 semate2 na layan kegehedikan sy. ngee~



the next day, was the climax of all. we went out for a photo shoot session throughout the whole campus. lg saayu. diam je mule2. mamai lg plak. kne bahan lg. ;_; all the feeling mixed up. nak lempang orng ade. nak pelok orng pon ade. nak membebel pon ade. sume lah! but it was lethargically fun! that particular day did pumped up my adrenaline to do it all over again. :p
yeah i know i didnt talk much coz i dun feel like doing it. but that doesnt mean i didnt enjoy the shoot. da kalo dasar kaki pose, x de makne nye lah tanak enjoy an. sgt suuke! mesti gelak seko2 mcm orng gile kalo terigt mcm2 hal.

CONCLUSION:I LOVE U GUYS N GIRLS SGT! sy doakan korng yg bahek2 je in everything!
N THE SCROLL IS DEDICATED SPECIALLY FOR OTHMANS!






nota kaki:
i used to hope for another story for my convocation. love. flowers. oh and sum smile dat cudnt be taken off the whole day. pictures together. selca together. hands. winks. jokes. and laughter. i had built up hopes. waaaaaaaaaaaay to high. to the level where i wish that i'll b seeing my picture w whoever this might concern in the same convocation pose as mama and abah had one hung up in their bedroom even after 40 years from now . yeah i know. im much of a sentimental when it comes to particulars of a lifetime event. thats how i appreciate things. but even though it had turned out the other way round. it was blissful enuff and filled w lotsa of love for me to cherish for life. the end.

Wednesday 12 October 2011

tomodachis peng you.

caption: kesayangans smpai maty. :)

oh yah. ini adelah umum. xde kaitan dgn sape2. terase? hmm sape suruh!

tomodachis. friends. the most treasured persons in my life.
ever heard of a friend who is called as friends for benefit?
ckuplah sekali terkena.

cerite 1. never had i thought of becoming a friend to sumone juz for the sake to be close to a man. we went out. we did almost everything. i was demn sincere. oh leppen gak dea nih. that is how ive thought of u. then out of sudden u shutted down n i was blame for not talking to ya today. lets get this straight, i did everything dat i cud to reached u b4, but today i dun even know u. sedeyh.
silaturrahim putus mcm tu je. bedosa. wut is sinner than dat? tibe2 ade cerite. u've said sumthing like dis to sumone.'dea tu kwn dgn saye sbb nk dkt xxxx je'. i dun even knew him b4 i knew u kot. ok. its a thanx to u. wo u we wont know each other. we wont.... tp crite dah tamat. now u have him all to urself. mls nak ckp bnyak.

cerita 2. lpas da l8 bulan x jupe. x penah contact. contact bile diperlukan. i.e memerlukan bantuan na siapkan assignment, ty khabar berite x pon, direct trus nak sample. x pon. jom ah geng dea nih, papehal dea bleyh tlng. x pon canni weyh jomm! ko tawu kan tpt tu? aih kalo aku x tawu ko mmg x pena na ty. saba la haty ku. lepas 2 nak tarik2 muke la bile x nk tolong. hah tarik la ko smpai lantai pon. gth!

entry nih utk sume orng yg suke sgt nak ty x berenti2, wut happens between us that i dun even wanna touch on her anymore. dah cukop. u r still my fren but to be that close like we used to, u dun even want it anymore so y shud i bother.




Sunday 2 October 2011

neowa na ajik saranghajanha




heyya lovelies! ;D

so there goes september waving us a goodbye. n yess hello there dear october.
it is fast. i mean thunder lightning fast! when i was bz doing basically nothing, there goes another month passing by in a blink. dat means i must say goodbye to all the lovely people in ss2. :(
but hey, in this tech world, keeping in touch shudnt be a prob i say, so till we meet again babes!

apart from dat, dis october marks a year since im done w mba. dis month is the time for us to wear the regalia! :D convocation comes again! it seems like juz yesterday when i was jubilantly, playing around, w all of my sayangs. i was me when im with them. n i cudnt be blessed more for having them in my life :D losing them wud mean losing half of my life. *overr x?* dun lemme start on losing my other half. that will juz erm erm mengundang hujan je dlm bilik nih. but hey, im left w half dah pon so nvm.


dear Allah, im leaving it all to u. :) since all my dreams seems to fade awayh rite now. wut ive plan, is no longer applicable. i plan too much. i shall stop dat now. as i say to budak kechik, let faith guides us the way. atm we shud live at the fullest n make sure dat wut we r doing today we'll do it the best that we can. if its not what we want, time will fix dat, insya' Allah. ganbatte! ^.^v


oyeah. next week. a hello to jln ipoh people.

much much amore,
zati
xxxx

no matter how long, how fast time passes by,
i can only look at u using the same heart lens of mine.
beat me. strangle me. leave me. u'll stay the same deep down there.
left w this shattered pieces of heart, im still living.
n that is enuff 4 me.
:)