Wednesday 18 April 2012

1st love

'Izzati, jgn nak seronok sgt. Karang kalo termenangis lg ade yg betol2 pegi London! 1st love- sume colourful tp love yg same jgk boleh bunoh orng kalo terbeterabur pecah. Nonononono xnk tu lagi! Xsggop. Fuuhhh. Oke. Bye

Tuesday 17 April 2012

Hati batu.

No matter what gets in the way. Wut urs is urs. Kan! Kalo da rezeki ade la. Kalo dah jodoh ade la. Hidop ni makin lama makin betambah umo. Human age! We age too fast to mingle around silly stuffs i.e broken hearted.

Ni lah dea. Pempuan. Here goes nothng. If he is caught by others, he shudnt be urs at the 1st place pon. He shudnt get attractd at the 1st place.ya yah time wasted. 4 5 thn tgu, ape la sgt 4 5 thn compare to 6thun? Betol x? At least x bnyk sgt masa terbazir. How shud i rephrase this, tke evrythg as a lesson in life. Yg baik kite canang yg burok simpan sndiri. Move on. The bar will be set higher next tme.

A woman needs a man beside her. N so does a man. Thats how we are created. To patch any holes in each other. But to be able to stand alone is wut matters. Mati esok ni x dak sapa2 taw x? We will be bury separately. Judge separately. At the end we r on our own. So pls. Jd kebal. At least on the outside.

Let it flows. Qada' qadar xdak sapa bleyh lawan. Live wutever u r living today at ur best.

Tuesday 10 April 2012

Aitai yo!

Heyya world. :)
Lately, everything was going on super fine. Alhamdulillah. Hopefully this will last forever. Im in a good mood or shall i say jubilantly over the moon sort of happiness. Imma cherish each moment these days. For being lovely and for knowing how to switch me on, kamsahamnida! <3

Monday 9 April 2012

dreams


herm. skali lagi rasa mcm nak mencenconteng dlm nii.
haty ganas gua sayu jap. tiba2 rindoo kat laki gua kat nippon.
tu lah kan gatal! gatal sgt kaki melangkah bukak pintu bilik dea.
gatal jugak bontot nak baring2 atas katil dea. lagi gatal jugak nk bukak blog seniri.
maka terdengarlah lagu davichi t-ara yg sayu mendayu tuu.
affuhhhh. fuhhhh.
*lap2 ayaq mata- ckp ganas xboleyh nangis smbil mutekan volume*

duduk2 dlm nih terigt pesan abah. "dah elok sgt nii. pegi dlu. few months later abah hantar dayah to ur place". tp bile dah teperuk mcm niiii, i dun think i can make it. x ckop kuat. eh silap belom ckop ganas. macam2 hajat x tecapai lagi.
masa. yupe. bia la mase decide sume. bile haty dah ckp kuat nk tgglkan sume mungkin mase tu seru pon da smpai. insya' Allah satu masa akan dpt jugak. saba banyak. pelan2 kayuh. panjang umur ade rezeki ade lah peluang.

pikir2 balik kan. kata orng nk seribu daya xnk bnyk la dalih. yelah hakikatnye kat sni. entry ni cume nk sdpkan haty gua je. hahaha.
dalih yg gua coretkan kt sni semata2 nak tolak tepi impian yg satu tu demi mase depan. alrite cut it off.

ckp psl dreams mmg x kan habes. yg x tercapaaaaai sgt bnyk . ikut napsu trex ni, hurmph!
1) istana nk beradu
2) emas permata. xmaw duit sgt.
3) porche panamera. tp kalaw dpt audi pon sedap jugak la
4) qualifications. taw x icc tu kena amik? lpas tu mana time nk kejar phd lg. ohyeah ccp lg! :0 sapa suh kaw amik credit? benti keja dah xyah amik suma. sng!
5) duit juta2- kalo x dak ni, mmg sakit jantung la bakal laki gua nak bayau sume dlm list ni.
6) nak honeymon bnyk kali! skali x ckop! eh? :p tu maldives da lambai2. switzerland lagi. seoul pon. hah. satu globe lah! ;p
7) tu lah da ckp, list ni mmg x kan habes smpai bila2 kan?


oyeah nk selit satu statement. gua bkn la manja sgt. tah nape da habes ganas dah rasa ni. loqlaq xyah ckp lah. still nk ckp aku budak manja pahal! sat2. kalo manja yg suma benda petik jari tu mmg x la kan. *manja la nih ni nak tulis dlm ni.* ko da pehal zati -.-!
oke la gua x ganas mana pon. kite manje lah!
tp kn bile dgn awk je! nah! pengakuan berani maty!
rase nk muntah darah x? huahaha! ok bye.

Thursday 5 April 2012

transformation! :)

hye. xde idea. tp nk hapdet jugak.
penah dgaq x orng ckp, wrong doings are wut makes us a better person.
gua setuju! baideway, ni sbb td mcm ternampak gamba lolitta. cosplayers dkt fb.
terigt zmn kecik2 zati othman.
dulu, mane de org nak hype psl cosplay ni.
sapa suka cosplay, kompem kena cop freak!

zaman dulu nak emo je!
igt lagi, dkt matrik, kalo awek2 lain jalan2 pusing kolej time, main volleyball netball bagai, zati ddk maen skate dgn budak praktikum. malam2 orng buat homework, siapkan tutorial, zati dgn nyah2 sekalian boleh men gitar dkt padang dgn budak2 band yg siang td main skate same2.
lpas tu esok pegi kelas tiru jwpn orng lain. tp maths x pulak. -.-! sggop x tido nk buat tuto maths.
lpas tu weekend jln2 dkt time square, dress up mcm baru lpas kluar dr longkang.
tp dgn selamba jalan smbil kibas2 rambut rasa hot sgt bila org usha.
oyeah. fashion x leh blah bile dlm shopping cmplex nk pkai shades. panass kot ade matahari dlm mall. so hott! smbil bukak payung hitam ala2 nightmare b4 christmas.

skarang. da tuo. bile pikir balik. im thankful to that zati othman.
for rebelling like that. she's out of her box. bia la fail ke jahanam ke. besyukur sgt.
as knowing all of it had turned her into a better person.
oke dah. i is letting le picture to do the talking now:

hahaha. this is the worst.
but i treasured the memories that were made during this period sgt!

gamba niii. omg. nk mkn lollipop tu sayang sgt. kena la tgkp gambaq dulu kot.
hahaha. legendary sungguh laaaaaa.
hahahaha. speechless kot tgok yg ni. jap2. nk pegi pengsan 2 saat dulu.

pic birthday 3 thun lpas. muka mcm nk mntk lempang. -.-

biological clocks da strikes. oke tipoo. not the biological clock, tp haty ganas gua da terstrike! :p
perempuann sgt! haha
n bile da mcm kne tembak tuu trus jd mcm nii.
*pelik.it was against my odd. ive promised myself not to go for a straight hair but i guess a broken hearted wont listen to anybody even to her own self.*
patah seribu. rasa bukan penyet kan rambut tp iron jantung smpai nipis.

and wait for it...
...
..
.
sgt x penah tepikir akan cantas sependek ni.
cube riangkan haty. tp da riaang sgt niii. :p
she cudnt care less of anything nowadays.
sekarang every single thing nak record. no waay im not letting go agaainn!
syg banyak!! :p


betoi la orng ckp. bila haty bekecai, hambun la segunung emas permata pon, msti kosongg jgk. tp bila haty tgh tekinja2, bak la dtg masalah dunia skali pon, xde perasaan pon nak layan. oleh itu bak la dtg CAMS ribu2 smpai xmuat meja lagi, gua boleh hadap lah! amboiii overr sgt! :p kesimpulannya, yes! haty bukan terkinja lg dah tp dah kembang kepuk2.

sayonara!