N so its in the middle of june alredy. Time did flew faster than we tought aite? Laying on my bed tonite had made me wonder thru the whole life of mine. Wut is leading me to this state of vegetative? A state whereby kalo dlm bahasa sepital buat apa2 pon x boleh.
U see, i have been living my life w goals. Dlu masa sekolah2 hidup hari2 belaja untuk dpt A. Untuk bejaya. Smpai msk universiti belaja2 nk dpt 4 flat katenye. Walaopon x berapa nk berjaya tp at least i know what i shud do n i did my very best towards it. So now at the the age of suku abad niiiii i found out that i had wasted 2 years after my life as a student for nothing. Okayh kerja mmg untuk duwet. Tp duwet ni utk apaaa? Fine nk hidop tp hidop ni utk apa plak? Nk berjaya. Define berjaya pls. Xkn nk kerja je x kn hari2 mcm ni? Leteyh la x gerak apa pon x dpt. Nothing weyh nothing. Sbb tulah orng2 tua salu pesan buat apa yg kita suka not orng lain suka. Kalo kita suka bala apa dtg pon xpe. Sggop kuredahi jua. Aiceh. Tapi suka je pon x ckop kalo x gumbira. Kalo dlu wknd 2 hari rs mcm enuff tp skarang 2 thn pon rs x ckp. Dlu wknd x saba nk monday balik. Skarang cuti 2 thn x tepikir lgsg psl keja. Get wut i mean? Pdhal ni la yg di idami. I got wut i dreamt of but it doesnt come w happiness. Wlopon haty bunge2 tp physically longlaii.
No wonder adults sgt depress. Am i becoming one of those? Xnk kot! So here's the thing. I am so not gonna let myself stuck forever in this. I want a life where i cud enjoy every moment, i dun mind pressure pon coz once u r happy w ur work apa pon xpe. Bia lah gaji kecik biala kompeni kecik biala orng xpndg asalkan im happy w my life instead of kemurungan. Sapa2 pon bleh gila kot. Huhu. Okayh bye.
