Monday 30 September 2013

Off faith and love

Heyya! It's been awhile aite?
 Nothing much is goin on. Im getting lazier these days. U know, that kind of laziness to even lift up ur own finger. Hey it's hello October! That means, im reaching 27 in few months time. Danggggg,  *Facepalm* that's hurt. But yeah, people age, we age! No matter how young u look, the fact that time is running out and we r one step closer to death each second remains a fact. 
A F***ING HARD fact!

 So here's a thing, today i am making a self-pledge. lol. 
pledge to be positive in everything i do
To be extraordinary as possible as i can. 
I pledge to be good
N i pledge to be the only kind in the world *wait, scratch that* in the entire universe system 
and that girl who everyone is proud to know n to be with
Life is so short to take into account all the negativity. Have fun! Live ur life to the best ever. But hey, do it as a proper Muslim. After all no one u shud take care of more than ur relationship w HIM here and hereafter. He plans all the thing to the finest, da cantik dea aturkan.
 Pgg rukun yg ke 6 tu kuat2 berimanlah dgn qada' dan qadar. 

Yes, if anyone ever wonder how can i simply accept things. That's it. 
I believed that if u r good u'll get good things in life. so do good. be good. 
there's always time for it. be blessed if u have chances to change everything. 
to actually be on the right path. Alhamdulillah for that.

Ihdina's-sirat al-mustaqim” {Guide us on the Straight Path}. 
-al-Fatihah, verse 5

n I also believe that is the best Allah had promise for me and InsyaAllah more to come. 

*p/s Dear, my so-called fiancé, 
happy belated birthday~! 
 May Allah bless u w happiness.
May us stays forever, InsyaAllah.
For accepting me as who i am, for all the gedikness, and for all the hassles that i've caused, ILY to bits!
It has been 4 years since u r part in my life, 
I'm staying for lots to come, n I won't trade that w anything else in the world!
aww da kenapa nk sadis ni kan? haha ok bye! muahx!

                                    

Friday 29 March 2013

Be good.

Olla readers!
Mcm ada readers kan!
So here's a thing. Im a mess.
At least I know i am in one.
If anybody knows how to open up, do lemme know. Coz ive been trying here baby. Really hard. It aint easy like i used to tell. U-uh not at all.

There's a reason for everythng. Look upon wut is goin to happen. Dun let me be there again. Dun ever let me touch it. N pls dun make me fell again. I wont have the hearts for it anymore. No one is perfect, yes i know. But we dun live for evil. At least im trying my best. So pls take this seriously. Be scared. Coz it is frightening to be thrown in hell. It is.

So to u, i am grateful u r here where i am. To u, i am grateful for who u r. To u i am who i am now. N to u, i lay my love with all my might n heartfully humbling myself.

I juz wanna say that i love u more than yesterday n hopefully more in the near future. Definitely

Xoxo, muahx!