quiero un hombre como tú siempre en mi vida

oo i lost my eye. hahaha.
yes look how ju-on i had turned into!
zaty needs a hair cut asap.
jom sape mo ikut angkat tgn laju2!
:)

im worried btw. worried of the same thing as my 'abg' is worrying atm.
he's in doubt whether to go on w it or not.
both of us are afraid of the consequences.
yet he cant hold it any longer n its shown each time when they meet.
well, we'll try to work it out next time :)


for the time being, here's a message to my dear mr bf :-
i juz wanted u to know that wutever is gonna happen next,
u hve me by ur side,
regardless of wut others said, we r here for u. at least i am. *blushed*
n 1 thing 4 sure there's a reason 4 everything.

*::*life is getting better and better*::*

estoy aburrido

mk tm da blik sp.
xde orng da na kaco.
adek2 pegy meroyan.
mama n abah deting.
hammer session lembab na maty loading.
im bored.
cpt la sume orng abes xm :|

*::*imissyou*::*

sick

woke up kinda early today when i heard nad's voice n felt wany's hand on ma forehead. back slap me. i wanna get away from mr fever. he's keeping me away from food 4 two days in a row already. felt like a bulimic already. minus the throwing up part since nothing is going in.

well. the whole members are out of the list now. blame him.
i dun need a critics on wut am doin.
i dun hve an older brother so stop acting like one. i know wut is wrong n wut is good.
honestly, its not a slip. ano otoko wa suki desu.
saye maseh waras la bang. btol. kasi can okeyh~?
:)

*::*its easy to become a gud girl but its a difficult job to stay as a gud girl*::*

Te amo, no por lo que son, pero por lo que soy cuando estoy contigo.

erk annoying much? the fact that im the last 1 to know on this planet called earth simply irritates me! dowh! dun ask? i guess people can see it through kot. ha ha hi hi hu hu me ma self cant even figure it out y things happened the way it is!

like i care? seriously x kesah lgsg! its up to u its ur life not mine. but its just that when people start talking, n talk n talk (like non stop talking) bout it n when they come to me to clarify on the story which doesnt have anything to do w me (like don u care? err do u know dis n dat?) thats when the feeling starts to jumbled up. N I HATE IT. sumhow it felt like im not an important existence or im not mature enough to handle such thing? aaaa malaih layang

people are different! sum can stand on their own, sum may need EXTRA attention, sum might even drown in too much attention. but once u know a person u'll know how he/ she is. that is why we treat each person differently. there are times when a slight attention can b translated as extra by the other side. then make it clear so that others wont make assumption.

so now to make it clear:
1) never ever (not even a tiny slight of thought) that im gonna get irritated again regarding this particular issue
2) simply bcoz i know im much a better person to compare with (called me perasan or belagak or wutever i dun care)
3) yes i know the reason behind it but im ignoring it coz everyone else is doing the same! *READ IT LOUD IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHOS ANNOYED W IT. ALL OF US DID*
4) i have no intention of snatching, grabbing or taking control of anything or anyone. i dun control people coz i hate being controlled! ckopla idop selame 23 thun ni kne cntrol sane sni smpai na wat ape pon kne fikir juta2 kali.
5) so its up to u now. i had enough. im letting it go simply bcoz i trust u. stick that 2 ur heart forever boleyh?

*::*status: forgiven*::*
*::*ihateyousomuchthaticantthinkofanythingelsebutu*::*

lawan2~

congratz zaty bejaye jgk kaw duk umah diam2 sehari! *clap2*
rite dlm mase sehari ape da jd:

1) bgn, msk, basoh, sidai, kutip, lipat, smpan baju, mkn tdo, fb-ing
2) tgok tv- abes sume cite ptng2 na tgk
3) dpt 2 nasihat n due2 suh fight

yg 1 2 ok je yg ke 3 tu x bp na function jap. ase2 baru seari aku x jupe makhluk2 sengal ni~
tibe2 suh fight~ jadah nye la weyh~ na fight hamende~ perlu ke lawan? x kot~ er er
aaaargh tekanG jap! motiff ape korng ni? siap ade mata2 tgok~ hbat2~ siyes hbt
:o freehold ke? kalo free pon boley ke? hahaha no komen
baek p layan cite industan lagy baek ^^

btw happy birthday T.O.P
ur always my t.o.p in bigbang!
chu!

na mini cooper kaler biru haha