tomodachis peng you.

caption: kesayangans smpai maty. :)

oh yah. ini adelah umum. xde kaitan dgn sape2. terase? hmm sape suruh!

tomodachis. friends. the most treasured persons in my life.

ever heard of a friend who is called as friends for benefit?

ckuplah sekali terkena.

cerite 1. never had i thought of becoming a friend to sumone juz for the sake to be close to a man. we went out. we did almost everything. i was demn sincere. oh leppen gak dea nih. that is how ive thought of u. then out of sudden u shutted down n i was blame for not talking to ya today. lets get this straight, i did everything dat i cud to reached u b4, but today i dun even know u. sedeyh.

silaturrahim putus mcm tu je. bedosa. wut is sinner than dat? tibe2 ade cerite. u've said sumthing like dis to sumone.'dea tu kwn dgn saye sbb nk dkt xxxx je'. i dun even knew him b4 i knew u kot. ok. its a thanx to u. wo u we wont know each other. we wont.... tp crite dah tamat. now u have him all to urself. mls nak ckp bnyak.

cerita 2. lpas da l8 bulan x jupe. x penah contact. contact bile diperlukan. i.e memerlukan bantuan na siapkan assignment, ty khabar berite x pon, direct trus nak sample. x pon. jom ah geng dea nih, papehal dea bleyh tlng. x pon canni weyh jomm! ko tawu kan tpt tu? aih kalo aku x tawu ko mmg x pena na ty. saba la haty ku. lepas 2 nak tarik2 muke la bile x nk tolong. hah tarik la ko smpai lantai pon. gth!

entry nih utk sume orng yg suke sgt nak ty x berenti2, wut happens between us that i dun even wanna touch on her anymore. dah cukop. u r still my fren but to be that close like we used to, u dun even want it anymore so y shud i bother.

neowa na ajik saranghajanha

heyya lovelies! ;D

so there goes september waving us a goodbye. n yess hello there dear october.

it is fast. i mean thunder lightning fast! when i was bz doing basically nothing, there goes another month passing by in a blink. dat means i must say goodbye to all the lovely people in ss2. :(

but hey, in this tech world, keeping in touch shudnt be a prob i say, so till we meet again babes!

apart from dat, dis october marks a year since im done w mba. dis month is the time for us to wear the regalia! :D convocation comes again! it seems like juz yesterday when i was jubilantly, playing around, w all of my sayangs. i was me when im with them. n i cudnt be blessed more for having them in my life :D losing them wud mean losing half of my life. *overr x?* dun lemme start on losing my other half. that will juz erm erm mengundang hujan je dlm bilik nih. but hey, im left w half dah pon so nvm.

dear Allah, im leaving it all to u. :) since all my dreams seems to fade awayh rite now. wut ive plan, is no longer applicable. i plan too much. i shall stop dat now. as i say to budak kechik, let faith guides us the way. atm we shud live at the fullest n make sure dat wut we r doing today we'll do it the best that we can. if its not what we want, time will fix dat, insya' Allah. ganbatte! ^.^v

oyeah. next week. a hello to jln ipoh people.

much much amore,

zati

xxxx

no matter how long, how fast time passes by,

i can only look at u using the same heart lens of mine.

beat me. strangle me. leave me. u'll stay the same deep down there.

left w this shattered pieces of heart, im still living.

n that is enuff 4 me.

:)

hiding my heart away

its been awhile. n yes im still hiding my heart away.

cop. i think i left it sumwhere instead o hiding it.

but hey its faith n i dun wanna question that.

n im juz hoping for the best in everything.

as things are getting better these days, alhamdullillah for that.

i shud become a better person too. Insya Allah.

readers, juz enjoy wut life is offering u today

coz we dunno if tomorrow will ever come.

:D

much love,

-zati-

xxxx

tajok: mntak lempang.

bits by bits i tried yet u never move even a tiny steps within my heart.

loveable.

so its been awhile. nothing much w me. working was fun. new place. new people. young n vibrant people. best la sng ckp. usually, it wasnt easy for me to fit into new places n environment. frankly speaking imma bit choosy in everything! I mean EVERYTHING! Be it, shoes, clothes, gadget, etc. oh n friends too. especially when it comes to the one.

so yes im glad that im currently attached to ss2 :) n im blissful for having all my sayangs around me whenever i need them. its no longer 'look im so cool so u gotta be as cool as me to b w me' or 'hey i hve an ipad, do u?' stage. its juz about having people next to u, support u when u r down n most importantly u dun even care to take into heart on their flaws.

so people, whoever actually reads this. do take good care of ur love ones. n juz enjoy life at ur utmost! *Peace* xD

eid mubarak :D

us wo another 6 big families :p
yupe. this is only 3 families of hj ahmad's

weeeeehuuuu~ *dush*

so its RAYA! :D mcm2 da jd. mcm2 da wat. dis year raya most of the time was spent lazing around in the house. x pegy raye sgt since everybody came to ours. belemak2 la lg haih. 

oleh sbb x raye mane2, maka aktiviti laen la jwbnye. memancing, melawat mall, plus membuli kanak2. oh n melayan ottomens yg da pandai ckp mengire. hehe

the only difference is that my cuty was shortened compared to previous year. deymn. da xde can wa na peponteng! grrr~

1st raya for baby hadziq! 

mestilah 2 ekor ottomen byk ckp nih :D

 oh yeah! lpas sesuka aty lupe diri tekan kete abng esan 160km/h back to kl, dpt berite gembire.
congratz to budak mao for being accepted to pursue his master in japan. we're so proud of u. dreams come true eh? *jeles laju2* tp x pe boleyh melancong2 lpas nih :p

as for me, i'll draw a starting line tomorrow. let see if i'll get wut busy really means. either i can cope w it or not. a challenge to self. to start over everything. to build up everything back. *sigh* thus i shall go off to bed. hype me puh leeze! i need a purpose to go on w this. b4 i dun need any coz i have my own goal. but ever since couple of months ago, ive lost interest in anything. n that applies to foods, money, or anyone. but hey

owh. i guess its not that late for me to wish HAPPY EID sesayangs sume! maaf zahir batin. for all the wrongdoings or heartbreakingly acts of mine, w intention or unintentionally had scratched ur heart. im random. n i speak for wut i think n wut i believed. but if its ever menjengkelkan anda *coz i always did that* juz baling jauh2 k? i seek for forgiveness 4 that. people who knows me well wud never took it to their heart or else they wud hv spitted it right to my face. n i dun mind that at all. we spit towards each other. LOL. yes i sincerely forgive everything as well. as i know every single things happens for a reason. coz im not that perfect myself either. for being me, i always look up for good things n enjoy everything wo thinking of the risk of failure. i hate failure n if it does happen, its so my fault for not taking good care of it. so people! 0-0 oke? 

geds! :p

*::*juz like yesteryear, raya or not, im thinking of the same thing*::*