chanting 4 xm mood

woooohooo~

im off from dt today~

stayed up super late last nite

*kengkonon na amek feel xm*

n bru pkul 2 pg da pepening!

zati~ tanda2 penuaan tu~
dem!

woke up today juz to look up at all those pile of slides memalaskan saye

i mean, seriously? n more from inside this lappy to read.

banyak nye act! *saket otak at instant!*

muke nak bekobar2 je konon

*selak2*

oke. pening!

Ya Allah, tlg saye focus.

i need to digress my i-want-nobody-but-u feeling away

which am not able to

rindoo tp nak wat cane kan?

aren't gals able to multi task, are they?

so i shud b able to do this! i SHUD! n I WUD! be it!

sile berusaha nak jd pmpn pling baek dunie akhirat!

itu yg terbaik!

amin :)

*may all the good things b w u wherever u r*

birthday omedetou!

it's june 27th~! so it's ototou no tanjoubi!

BIRTHDAY OMEDETOU SYG!

be a gud boy as u already are now! :D

*oke rs mcm tua na mampos n sgt pathetic da neh*

nothing much after 2 weeks in HQ.

back in fstep, they were still as crazy as they r. huhu.

*sume sebok la sgt nak crite amende dorng da wat 2 mggu ni*

pg2:

kim: apsl muke ko laen?

zaty: laen amende~?

balik2 smbil jln2:

kiim: sape ckp aku da laen? ko tu yg laen~ dr pg aku tgok~ da putih da... *gelak kuat2*

zaty: bongok.

kiim:ko kne kurung kt affin eh? x kuwa lgsg siap leyh jd putih~

mcm2 la putih la kurus la. bajet la da 2 thun x jupe. wuteverla korng.

crite la yeh~ sy dgr je :p

da xde kudrat na becakap pon.

siap x rs pape pon na xm. orng sebok la nk takowt2.

da xde maknenye na tkut. jwab je la.

its juz that...

Ya Allah tlg la sy pelis, ssungguhye hanye Kau tpt aku mengadu dan Kau la Yang Maha Mengetahui segala nya. sekirenye ini lah yg ditakdirkan utk ku, Kau kuatkanlah hatyku. Amin :/

eh kebas!

apesal mate sy techik je nih?

huhuhu

so as i did mentioned how im in a condition na drve krete pon taboleyh.

i totally forgot bout that. betol.

duk umah diam2 tp rs mcm na lempang orng je.

so i grabbed my car key, n suddenly im in bb.

ssh kan kalo xde experience hidop neh?

at least if u had an experience, u wud know how to handle things.

say, if u ever experience a heart break, a 2nd heart break wont be that hurt kot?

but if u dun, mcm na derma je jantung neh kt orng oke?

thun nih mcm bnyak 1st time:

1st time keje

1st time dpt kaki

1st time rs mcm boleyh wat ape2 je

1st time rs seronok mcm ni

1st time let sumbody in

1st time rs mcm da betol je

1st time nekad

1st time terime

tp 1st time jgk mcm ehemwuteverehem... :(

so yeah, im not that gud enuff. tapayah la korng na emo lebeyh. sy mmg x ckop bgos. never had i thought of it. never. ntah la.

n a note to my fwenz, kalo anda ade pape na ty sile ty tn bdan oke?

saket mata la nanes. jgn na nanes sgt la.

next is to start living for the sake of living. coz im tired of foreseeing the unforeseen.

screw everything. izzati sile focus on xm rabu neh.

wish me luck! *walaopon na pegy tembak je sbb da mls*

oke.bye!

*after the life we've been through, coz i know there's no life after u*

dush!

i miss

GILE!

*in the state of a vegetative mind- tahap x leyh drive kete lgsg or else i ended up nowhere mcm td*

;_______;

sobs! saye merajok je~

tade niat pon na pape~

tp...

T___T

every time I turn away, I can't help but turn back one more time

i guess dis will go on forever

as instead of juz nailing i purposely engraved ur name there. hard.

im not letting go unless u r

dah bye!