hiding my heart away

its been awhile. n yes im still hiding my heart away.

cop. i think i left it sumwhere instead o hiding it.

but hey its faith n i dun wanna question that.

n im juz hoping for the best in everything.

as things are getting better these days, alhamdullillah for that.

i shud become a better person too. Insya Allah.

readers, juz enjoy wut life is offering u today

coz we dunno if tomorrow will ever come.

:D

much love,

-zati-

xxxx

tajok: mntak lempang.

bits by bits i tried yet u never move even a tiny steps within my heart.

loveable.

so its been awhile. nothing much w me. working was fun. new place. new people. young n vibrant people. best la sng ckp. usually, it wasnt easy for me to fit into new places n environment. frankly speaking imma bit choosy in everything! I mean EVERYTHING! Be it, shoes, clothes, gadget, etc. oh n friends too. especially when it comes to the one.

so yes im glad that im currently attached to ss2 :) n im blissful for having all my sayangs around me whenever i need them. its no longer 'look im so cool so u gotta be as cool as me to b w me' or 'hey i hve an ipad, do u?' stage. its juz about having people next to u, support u when u r down n most importantly u dun even care to take into heart on their flaws.

so people, whoever actually reads this. do take good care of ur love ones. n juz enjoy life at ur utmost! *Peace* xD

eid mubarak :D

us wo another 6 big families :p
yupe. this is only 3 families of hj ahmad's

weeeeehuuuu~ *dush*

so its RAYA! :D mcm2 da jd. mcm2 da wat. dis year raya most of the time was spent lazing around in the house. x pegy raye sgt since everybody came to ours. belemak2 la lg haih. 

oleh sbb x raye mane2, maka aktiviti laen la jwbnye. memancing, melawat mall, plus membuli kanak2. oh n melayan ottomens yg da pandai ckp mengire. hehe

the only difference is that my cuty was shortened compared to previous year. deymn. da xde can wa na peponteng! grrr~

1st raya for baby hadziq! 

mestilah 2 ekor ottomen byk ckp nih :D

 oh yeah! lpas sesuka aty lupe diri tekan kete abng esan 160km/h back to kl, dpt berite gembire.
congratz to budak mao for being accepted to pursue his master in japan. we're so proud of u. dreams come true eh? *jeles laju2* tp x pe boleyh melancong2 lpas nih :p

as for me, i'll draw a starting line tomorrow. let see if i'll get wut busy really means. either i can cope w it or not. a challenge to self. to start over everything. to build up everything back. *sigh* thus i shall go off to bed. hype me puh leeze! i need a purpose to go on w this. b4 i dun need any coz i have my own goal. but ever since couple of months ago, ive lost interest in anything. n that applies to foods, money, or anyone. but hey

owh. i guess its not that late for me to wish HAPPY EID sesayangs sume! maaf zahir batin. for all the wrongdoings or heartbreakingly acts of mine, w intention or unintentionally had scratched ur heart. im random. n i speak for wut i think n wut i believed. but if its ever menjengkelkan anda *coz i always did that* juz baling jauh2 k? i seek for forgiveness 4 that. people who knows me well wud never took it to their heart or else they wud hv spitted it right to my face. n i dun mind that at all. we spit towards each other. LOL. yes i sincerely forgive everything as well. as i know every single things happens for a reason. coz im not that perfect myself either. for being me, i always look up for good things n enjoy everything wo thinking of the risk of failure. i hate failure n if it does happen, its so my fault for not taking good care of it. so people! 0-0 oke? 

geds! :p

*::*juz like yesteryear, raya or not, im thinking of the same thing*::*

the end of half a year.

oke i know. i messed up my layout again. stupid html code. header burung murai yg mntak kne tembak nih agk gedik. wutever.

weeehuuu~ ari nih cuty.

oke im suppose to be diggin' into a tower of slides but yeah who cares? :p

so FSTEP is ending~ *oke not totally* but it has been 6 months since february n thats mean we r so goin into our respective FIs at last! the past 6 months was a bless! duduk diam2 main2 n we got pay for it! heaven kan? :)

so to all FSTEPians good luck dearest sume.

its time to shine. katenye! :p

tp sebelom tu..... exam dlu. deymn. speaking of exams, the notes r less, the needs to memorize all of it is definitely less but the laziness is absolutely greater than b4. seriously malas. *tp na hapdet belog gile ni rajin pulak!* :p

btw mereka nih gile! xD tp sy syg mereka laju2 *facepalm*

oke bubbye! :D

*::*haih la haty nak raye ni jgn nak gedik terigt. byk mnde laen lg*::*

Weehuu~
✗ saba nak weekend. ✗ saba nk raya.
✗ saba nk sume :p
I'm full of excitement 4 everything.
Screw wutever. All the crap in 2011 r history.
Ramadhan sure was a bless. A month where all the doa r said to b mustajab. I'm thnkful for whoever I am today. n for whoever i'll bcome next is all in His hands. We do all the planning yet if it was not meant for us thats just it.

What I've learned today is that every single thing has its timing. Either its now or later. Patience is the virtue. Just live wutever is lay for u n enjoy it. For the time being, in this holy month, may only the gud b w us. :)
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