sayonara! ;)

sobs. da lupa rasa menangis mcm orng mati laki. da lupa.

tp semalam -.-! dpn orng rmai tanpa segan siluuu.

teresak2 mcm budak kechik kena luku.

T.T hish. last2 bejangkit kt semua.

*ah hilang macho gua beberapa saat*

haih. ganbatte ne ototou-san! bring that master degree back!

n have a great exp there!

we'll be missing you 24/7!

its gonna b hard for a while but u'll b fine for sure.

ki o tsukete!

daicuki!

gamba ni skali pandang mcm fangirl jupa artis korea :p

oh baideway, crispy crepe yg kt gsc ou ni sdp lah.

tp jgn overdose okayh! manes sgt! nnt saket gigi! ;D

gomennasai 4 dis gamba curik x sempat pose.

siyes x lapaq pon masa ni tp muka xmenggambarkan lgsg isi haty perot gua

y u no make pwetty2 face?

=..=

*::*lets make the best outta life ne?*::*

Perfectionist

Rants n rants. Life can not be sulkier than dis. When everything was on the right path, things turn out bad. Hujan rupenye d pagi hari. Xpayah tggu petng. Or shud i say xpernah nk panas pon. Pelangi maloo sgt nk keluar.

Its within me. I know it well. It always has been that way ever since who knows when. People may look at me like im a Yang. But the truth is atm im a kepner. Im lil grey when it comes to work but definitely im not a Yang. To be a Yang i need guts. Oke now I'm talking grey's anatomy'S language.

Who on earth doesn't wanna be a Yang. Cold heartedly awesome and fun yet DARE to take a risk in everything! She got brain, she kick asses n she got owen hunt on her side. Who cares if she's harsh? She owns it! So yes. Lets own everything like a Yang!

Oh ya! Speaking of the dramas, few weeks ago, i twitted on how i wud like to keep ted mosby at home. When suddenly a fren replied- 'really? He's a perfectionist. Ur type ke?' hahaha nahhh. Mosby, owen, shepherd and these men below, their character provides comfort sumhow. They know how to take cntrol, how to shut a women's mouth but at the same time doesn't kills butterflies in them. Bukan menonong ikt ckp pempuan. These are men. N this type da extinct kot. Looking at these picture of my fav character, nk tegelak. Satu pattern. Senyum je bile tgk. N thats another reason y i chose u. Erk. Mcm lari je. Eh. Sayonara la.

ur my cuppycake gum drop!

ayat renungan harini:

"thy shall not have an element of forces in thy relationship, for any force will dissatisfies all"

hahah oke x payah nak shakespeare kat cni

in any relationship xbole la na pepakse nnt sume jd x ikhlas.

betoll taaaaaaaakkk? mestilah betol

*ty sniri jwb sniri x ke naya kalo ade orng jwb kat cni kang =.=*

kite suke x orng pakse kite? x pon. jd kite jgn la wat cmtu kt orng.

sile la paham situasi masing2.

ni bkn utk laki bini boifren gofren je tp sumee relationship taw?

kawan. siblings. dgn orng asing pon k?

xke best kalo dgn kerelaan hati nye sesuatu perbuatan tu.

nk lepak pon kne sincere. kalo lepak x rela kne pakse mmg la lpas tu potongg mood sume.

baik ddk umah jgn menyemak.

lg satu cntoh, nk telefon kalo kne pakse msti nk ckp jerit suare nk x nk je kan?

best ke ckp tepon cmtu? haih.

moral jgn buat kalo x ikhlass. end up menyusahkan sume orng.

contoh hasil keikhlasan haty: cupcake melimpah yg super comel ni w/pon rase err mcm -.-!

tp mengenyangkan perutt n hilangkan kempunan kot? ;p

jom comotkan jari! itadakimasu!

when the imperfections of us makes perfection!

i wont ask for more.

:)

gule2 masam!

this is so sweet.

*even though muke josh ramsay ni mcm mintak penampa kan*

damn he sounds so ohsem. layan smbil ttp mate

Sour Candy, endings...Coffee stained, but awareoh I'm so tangled up in myBig sunglasses and, bed hungrySecond day fair

No we went underThe weight was too much to carry andI felt the thunderMr. Don't look so scaredI never knew, I never knewThat I could be so sadWe went under

I've been very cautiousTrying numbness, instead of painYour humor makes me, makes me nauseouswhat a twisted, twisted, twisted game.

No we went underThe weight was too much to carry inI felt the thunderMr. Don't Look So ScaredI never knew, I never knewThat I could be so sad we went under

Oh get yourself homeYou leave him aloneOn second thoughtI regret the pink stilettooh, oh

Sour Candy.. endings..And I was barely even there.

No we went under,The weight was too much to carry inI felt the thunder,Mr. Don't look so scaredI never knew I never knewThat I could be so sad... so sad... so sad.. so sad..So sad...We went under

ouch. lirik nk sakit je.

gua pon sakit jugakk

sakit otak

sakit pankreas sbb kerja

sakit duodenum mcm ade rama2 bile da dpt tpt keje

sakit medula oblongata bile kehidupan dah asek keje je

pintu haty tutup. keje mcm robot.

setinggi2 menara opis gua tu xde plak catalyst bg gua loncat2

yg ade muke straight mcm pembaris

lepas tu muka gua pon da jd pembaris besi.

mood: nk laari pegi main jauh2

sumpah. my feeling is still the same.

it has been u all this while.

time doesnt know how to heal

when living in a dream is whats keeps me goin.

alahai. gula2 masam boleh x jd manis smpai saket gigi?

i, i love u 4eva, 4eva n always.

one fine day. juz like the usual days, the sun was shining so brightly. a guy and a girl walk side by side like they usually did. the breeze was so calming that they cudnt stop smiling towards each other. they stopped and lied down under an orange maple tree. in between those maple leaf, the sun rays was racing to get through. hands were locked. he looked at her in the eyes.

she smiled at him. blushed. and looked again at the cloud. she loves him so much that he was the only one she sees under the tree. they havent seen each other for quite sum time. she was thrilled to see him. how she miss him in every single second of her life. he pulls her head to his shoulder. she took a breather in. "oh, this is my tranquillity", resting against him.

then she looked at him. noticed that his mouth was moving. wondering what was he talking about. he's updating her on his daily life. sort of reporting everything to her. his working life to his home. evrything. n she did the same afterwards. they were enjoying the precious time together as if no one was there.

when the sunset was eager to come out, they were already at the back seat of a black car on their way back home. his mobile rang to a mushy korean tone. she lol-ed at the fact he was such a man. with one hand he replied to the text, while the other hand was still holding onto her.

girl: "who's that?"

boy: "juz sumone that i intent to go out with".

girl:*hesitated*

boy: "a fren of mine, he introduced me to his fren few months ago. n sumhow we get along well. n i kinda like this girl. u know, since us, never had i thought of any girl. when we were apart, i nvr think of it but now i wanna gv it a try again. u know, we were good. in fact i never loved anyone as much as i had loved u. u r the only girl that i can get along like this even after everything that had happened between us. but u do know that us is not gonna work any more right?

girl: *hesitated with watering eyes*

*mobile rings again. *

boy: hello syg, im on my way. naaah, im with u know who. bla bla bla bla.

girl: *inhale n rase mcm nk mati on the spot*

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*my iphone's alarm rang to bigbang's tonight tone, i hit the snooze button*

sobbed. glad it was juz a dream. f*** that was so real.

wut if it is real? n wut if mmg btol2 jd? hah padan muka! tu je laaa.

damn that was so freaaaking real. i jumped outta my bed prepared to go out to meet fstepian sume. n that dream seems like an old film reel of tape which doesnt know how to stop playing in my head till now.

i dun wanna be her. seriously. let that just be a dream pls Ya Allah. :(