taiyou no namida

na taw x ape tu sedeyh?
sedeyh tu pathetic.
pathetic is when u know u can have sumthing or u are capable of having it
yet its out of ur reach.
wut is more pathetic than pathetic itself? is totally clueless of who u r any longer
when u actually have the best of everything dat a person could wish for in the universe
yet u feel like u own nothing.
*sedeyh kan? kan?*
gedik nak sedeyh sgt! *lempang nak x zaty?*

so lets have it this way. a reminder to ur dead brain.
hope is juz a hope. same goes to expectation.
stop hoping. mix it up w other ingredients that normal people cant think of. work for it. achieve it.dats when u wont be so pathetic anymore.
love urself first then others :D

*cube wat muke sekupang lima duet sket? hah ok*

d reason y im typing this crap is beyond words.
n it only happens when excitement turn out to be frustration for an unknown reason.
its the same as excitingly w all ur might curling ur gorgeous hair trying to look all cute to go out but nothing happens. *straight face*

its been a gloomy day.
at last! this sappy sad song did a great job.
maybe it only work on a day like dis? *wonder~*

*::*oh i almost dun recognize who u r now? i might be wrong but at least gimme sum idea on wut r u now?::*