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oh wowww~~ wut a relaxing sundayyy. woke up almost noon. lepak dpn tv. out to gym teman mak tam. did groceries shopping.went back home. laid back w himym till the last epi of season 3.

so as usual, ive learnt another term. trust issue.

according to ted mosby:

"its okayh for u to hv a trust issue but hey its a no no if it leads u to find for a reasons for things to fall apart. deal w it. nobody is perfect"

huhuhuhu.

oh yeah i got another good one.

"revert to go":

when u unconsciously will revert back to who u r in the past whenever u r with sumone from that particular past!

interesting! i.e u are a different person now but when u meet ur high school mates, u shut ur mouth and pretend that u r a wall.

or u were so uncontrollably loud only when u r with ur SYGs!

dush! hamek kaw sedas! ouch betol! -.- makin sentap plak an makin da beribu episod tgk.

oke. cut that off. when i was tidying up my stuffs in my room, i found a letter. yes. the one that i wrote 8 months ago. that particular letter that i scribbled inside a tent, alone in a freakin dark jungle of lumut. yes baby, my solo camp letter. zzzzzzz. i knew wut i wrote dat nite. dat is y when i received the letter weeks ago, i dun hv any intention to open it, left it inside my drawer. coz i know it'll be another round of heartbroken once i open it up. all my dreams, my hopes, and my plans for the future is inside there! all the things that is sooo not gonna happen anymore. since apparently, i havent got any chance to make things work or to explain myself to make all the things that i wrote inside there to actually be possible! so yes dear solo camp letter, u r staying where u are now quietly till who knows when.

oh one more thing. these days, im able to go out whenever i want. compared to those days, when people will actually frown when they know that im from local, today im free as a bird. of course within a certain boundaries. those days, i wud normally says no to any invitation for an unplan hangout, but now when everything is a yes, no one is available. **Sigh**

i envy her the most coz she got everything in the world. TT.TT

im saying hi eh assalamualaikum to Islamic banking tomorrow onwards! gudluck zaty! n pls its just a job. to live is actually more important than anything else in the world *yess. im going crazy. no i am crazy* :)

mood: boring

lagu: yesung- it has to b u