Reaching out

Haih. Laju nye masa terbang kan? Jap je dah nk 2 thun abes belaja. Jap je nak 2 thun dah bekerja. Jap je dah tua lg 2 thun. Oke. Knapa nak mengeluh on dis matter kan? Bcoz time is flying faster than my self dvlpmnt. Aku mcm dok tegadah lagi, goyang kaki menonong lpas tu dah tua. Here's the thing.

My short term goal x achieve lgsg. Let see, nk menyimpan-x simpan pon. Nk ada dr by 30 n now im left w 5 years to go. Well as a human being yg stuck dlm zmn where intelligence r produced everywhere, im sort of left behind dah. N being sum one who always at her foot, im demotivated w that fact.

Tgk la skarang ni. When everyone else has a goal, im still huru hara. Apa pon tarak. I dun have a well paid income *oke yg ni xpe lah. Learning xpelah* n im still dat girl who cant walk like others. Im left behind. Waaaayyy behind.

Now when it comes to a once in a life time dcsion. I stuttered. I wanna go n see the world yet being me i dun hv the guts. Ni lah masalah dunia. Albeit everything that i have, im lack of guts.
Skarang saya akan menonong jugak. Doakan saya berani! Sayang nya nk tggl. Mampoo ke? Kuat x? Kalo x hermph jwbnye sy tgk upm lg la makne nye. ;p

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