living a life

haaaaaaaaaaaaaiiihhhh *mengeluh laagi*

x larat sgt. rasa mcm dah 60 thun. sumpah.

T.T

hai semangat sile kuat. 

leteyh rutin ni. mengeluh pon x bagoss. apa yg xckp lg pon xtaw.
sile bersyukur. hehehe. *a word to self*

pls life, do excites me! challenge me for i am ready for a new start.

nak bina hidop baruuuuu. everything from scratch boleh x? 

i want spices. i want sweet n sour. i dun want a tasteless life. 

i know im not that perfect. well nobody is perfect pon kan. but still im willing to change for a better me, for a better future. im trying to get a hold on everything today. be it my life, my job especially n my relationships. i have my own way of thinking n i have a good one. trying hard to be independent as i cud, n still trying, i,now today at this moment, am ready to take a new step further. coz i want to. i dun want to jinx dis but i am ready for it.  yes i am. n i do.

;) meow! Ya Allah semoga kau permudahkan segalanya. amin. 

i have never been so sure about dis in my life. but tonite i am. 

ai el yu