pagi2, odw to dt, mate merah, nantok yg amat, bosan, x bp na ikhlas, mls na layan pacik othman dgn bini dea begossip pagi2 ari. oh pure2 mcm x lmbt
i might had say that im not gonna think bout it
yet it crosses my mind every freakin seconds!
that shows how desperate i am for a SOLID *read that loud oke?* ground of status
i shall say that to be there all the time is much more preferable rather than to be the last resort
i despise myself for who i am each time it happens
too much +ve vibe is not alwayz a good thing
i dun need a detailed explanation or anything
as long as im aware of it, im cool~
juz lemme know so that the typical- pretended- to- be- blur zati wont go any blur-er for real!
to sum it up, i need updates! n i need security! or else i'll assume that im not that important in whoever life this may concern
which leads me to a back out phase.
n that is wut i normally do ever since i live. when i shut down, i do it for real.
where later on it will be hard for a turn around.
because as people around wud normally says, she doesn't complain much yet she takes everything to her heart.
n yes i do! :X
*::* when there is no ups n downs in life, im a zombie*::*
