pagi2, odw to dt, mate merah, nantok yg amat, bosan, x bp na ikhlas, mls na layan pacik othman dgn bini dea begossip pagi2 ari. oh pure2 mcm x lmbt

i might had say that im not gonna think bout it

yet it crosses my mind every freakin seconds!

that shows how desperate i am for a SOLID *read that loud oke?* ground of status

i shall say that to be there all the time is much more preferable rather than to be the last resort

i despise myself for who i am each time it happens

too much +ve vibe is not alwayz a good thing

i dun need a detailed explanation or anything

as long as im aware of it, im cool~

juz lemme know so that the typical- pretended- to- be- blur zati wont go any blur-er for real!

to sum it up, i need updates! n i need security! or else i'll assume that im not that important in whoever life this may concern

which leads me to a back out phase.

n that is wut i normally do ever since i live. when i shut down, i do it for real.

where later on it will be hard for a turn around.

because as people around wud normally says, she doesn't complain much yet she takes everything to her heart.

n yes i do! :X

*::* when there is no ups n downs in life, im a zombie*::*