needs n wants.

i shud b sleeping now instead of doing this. but im super awake since im done w tarawikh 4 tonite. n arnold kwan is in my class tomorrow. im so dead if i sleep a wink 2morrow. plus im not ready w the products to be develop.*major gulp-ing* besok la pikir nih. hahaha.

rite now im having some sort of mid life crisis over here! naah im not that old but..... *choke herself*

ive been thinking of these lately:

1)torch 2/ bold touch- a new phone

2) a tablet pc

3)a brand new car

4) a new home

5)blaja lg setingkat

so as a normal person wud do, i shall segregate these into needs n wants:

need: no. 5

wants: the rest on the list =..="""""""""""

hahaha mampos!

ergh x nk duet byk2. mcm nk splurge on wants je. *im so screwed kan?*

haa ni la dea da kalo xde mende na wat sgt. mende x ptt dipatutkan.

oyeah, i thought i'll be having another 2 weeks of classroom training. apparently, im left w another week to go b4 raya! b4 i went back to hq. yeaaaaaaaayyy!! :D

speaking about raya, i may need to buy a baju raya jugak. deymn! pembaziran! *yg item no 1-4 tu x membazir la?* :p

*::*i heard dat bank staff will rceive 30% increment of salary nex year! alhamdulillah 4 that!

so, meh panjangkan lagy list wants 2, hahaha*::*

baby, baby, baby :p

gosh! freakin freakin insomnia! n its on weekend.

wut is more pathetic than that?

=..='''''''''''

oyeah a scene in grey's anatomy jus hit me;

where lil grey saw sloan carrying his new born baby gal

lil grey: can i ask u a q?

yang: bring it!

lil grey: wut is it about guys w babies that makes women go crazy? i mean its like when u r at a park n u r seeing a guy w a puppy n normally u wont even notice the guy. but then he's laughing, n the puppy crawling all over him n he's tickling the puppy, lil puppy's belly n u r thinking- i wont mind spending the rest of my life w that guy. WUT IS THAT? *pointing at sloan*

yang:everyone is looking at the baby n no one is looking at mark. except u!

haahaha. tekene batang idong dowh. dis is also the reason y i'd fall for ehem whoever. juz by holding a random cute lil girl in a shopping mall. seriously, mule2 xde hal pon. tp lpas insiden tu *kire2 dkt 2 thun lpas, smgt waja lg bru start mba* i was hooked. by crook. HARD! until now, the image is still inside me, my heart precisely. ala mcm cite2 dlm tv tu, yg kalo nak flashback, mmg dpn mate je nmpak insiden tu. orng tue2 ckp- jgn benci sgt, jgn nak meluat sgt nnt syok jgk bru tawu. yep. tssk. sy mmg da tekene. n smpai sekarang x meluat lgsung dah. buat la ape pon mcm da kne jampi. pape la kan. dah na smbung blik. 1 more epi 2 go n im done! :D yeaay!

conclusion: i shall avoid guys holding, playing, tickling or even mention of kids.

haa ni la dea contoh subjek yg mengugat keimanan pmpn2 yg x brapa nak betol mcm sy neh. da kalo duk uma pon nk berpolo bagai :*

*::*makin hari makin perempuan!*::*

public speaker? buek~

teheee *wave2*

bosan oke tade keje.

so yeah blog je la kan mampoo. merepek bagai. nyet2~

oyeah assessment td :)

msok je kelas:

khai: yeaay zati!

zati: yeaaayyy! *pusing tgok semerang* wah! romford sume dlm nih! :D

zetty: mcm romford blik da! yahoo! :D

zati: eh min, u sorng je dpt tajuk tu!

min: tu laaa. da la yg pling pndek.

bile smpai turn sniri:

tajuk- attachment *deymn!*

min:gelak kan i lg.

zati:loncat2 ta bg signal dgn wedges 2 inch sbb tension

hahaha trus beterabur ckp. tp boleyh la. wutever. da lpas pon.

maknenye tggl lg 2 mgu! yeay! lpas nih siap la kaw!

takot! nervous! sume la!

so sempena kegembiraan sbb da abes assessment *pdhal ade lg kot lpas nih* ;s

mari menghapelod gamba :)

*he's cool. kaki x nk mcm patah plak kan!* =..='

*tajuk gamba: bengong sbb xdpt ikan bakaq istana*

*er er er * :p

*::*ramadhan happens once a year, so grab the chance, do good deeds, coz u dun know if u're here for the next ramadhan. tp bukan ms ramadhan je oke? :) (note to self)*::*

No Air

im doom for tomorrow assessment. like seriously.

i didnt discover anything.

my mind is too *&%^$$ to even bluff for the script.

i was thinking of sumthin else, be it during the show, or the csr or the attachment.

now at this point of time, im trying to make good points out of these 3 things.

no thanx for being in miss kim's class, the xpctation from tomorrow's assessment cud not be any higher

Ya Rabbi, tlg sy esk :S

pls cpt la raye, cause i cant wait to wrap things up.

i'll miss all the moments but im not in for it anymore.

orng kalo da meluat ckp ape pon x gune kot.

buat baek mcm mane pon da kalo meluat mmg x ke mane.

n that applies to everything. so jgn na meluat2 sgt la.

cause the future is not in our hand, but the planning is. so start planning n try ur best!

ganbatte minna! :)

things are at the simplest since the past 6 months. im thankful for that. n im looking forward for more. let alone the heart. coz apparently i dun hv hearts anymore. abah, im deymn serious. im flying no matter what. coz being here, is no longer interesting.

run. run. run 4 u.

Gaaaaah~~ na pgsan jap na pgsan jap.

*bedebuk jatoh*

oke. jgn na over sgt la zaty.

haaaaa ni la dea, da kalo c pacik kazuya nih perm rmbut

hape pon da x nmpk kan? :p

Gankuna na PRIDE
Harikiresou na VOICE
Renzokushita TENSION ni shintsuumenaide
Hi no noboranai asa wa nai Yume miru koto yamenai
Hontou no CHALLENGE ga ima kono basho de Koko de hajimaru
RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN FOR YOU
RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN FOR YOUR LIFE
Kotoba mo naku da Hashirinukereba itsukatadonari tsukerudarou

yupe. run 4 u. run 4 ur life.

indeed its true.

wutever the fuck is happening in ur life u still need to keep goin on

there's more to life.

there's more.

the sun wont stop rising, same goes to us.

since im home, half of me is back to the old zaty.

as she was more pathetic than she is today. i shud refrain that!

im good as who i am now n im gonna be better.

*Wah statement!* :p

so saye pon kne run jgak laju2~ ^^

half alive. n heartless but who cares? as long as im running.

jom pakat2 lari! hihi

oyeah, its ramadhan again. ahlan wasahlan :)

may it helps us to become a better person.

haaa ni la dea. hari mkn sepuas2.

on that plate is wut fattens u, but the same fat also did a great job as a stabilizer of a miserable life.

كل رمضان و انتوا بخييييييييييير و ان شاء الله الله يتقبل منكم و منا صالح الاعمال ^^