keeping it to herself =/

PeOPLE~ PEOple~
SUmTiMeS We ThInK Dat We’D alReadY fOuNd SuMOnE Dat wE aLwYz wANTed 4 d ResT oF oUr LifE~
YuP~ sUmBodY tHaT cOuLd TuRN oUr eNtIrE wOrLd UpsidE-DOwn-WiThOuT-EvER-neEd-2-cOnCeRn-AnyThInG-EVa~!

ThE SaMe PeRsOn ThaT cAn SiMply aFfEct uS by:

• 1. GiVing u gOosEbUmPS WiTh Juz a WiNk and A sIdEwAY SMiLE~
  
• 2. MaKiNG Ur HeARt BEatS uNcoNtROlLAblY aS if It Cud JumP oUt OF uR cHEST~
• 3. mEsSiNg Up Ur DaiLy rOUtiNE
  
• 4. sTuCk in UR heAd like 24/7
  
• 5. mAke U sMiLe FoR No ReAsOn
  
• 6. bE tHE rEaSoN of EVerY aCTiON tHat u GoNna TAkE
• 7. qUOTiNg the PeRsOn NAme In EVerY SenTenCe tHAt CoME OuT OF uR mOuTh
• 8. DOn Mind To Go oUt oF uR lImiT as loNg aS ThE pErsOn is wiTh U
• 9. U StIlL NEed to bE WiTh tHAT pErSoN evEN tHoUgH tHE whOle WOrLd is w U
• 10. The NEeD 2 lOok aT THe PeRsoN jUz 4 A sEc peR dAy wHiCh Cud TuRn Ur Day InTo a fAiRy lanD!
  

yeah not only me in fact all of human being in every tiny bits part of the world is in need for the person as the other half! sumtimes we may think that he or she is the one but it may only be on a one sided base! people may say that a girl and a boy are not meant to be good fren! idk! it may be true in a way but sumhow i simply cant accept the view! i mean its totally up to us how to turn things around. but for me a confession may spoil the relationship that we had share as frens.

people around told me to gv it a go~ he's ok w it~but dun they think that there's boundaries need to be cross~ dun even start on the guts! the most important thing is that to ensure that we shared the same feeling or else it will wreck everything! i dun need a confession to mess up everything. juz being w him make me see through his heart. he's not into it and that juz it! well maybe i was wrong but it doesnt look like he moved on~! n who am i to be another person if he still cant forget his old flame? i have no power to turn around everything!

frens said that we r a thing n he's available and me juz have to work harder. i did n it turn out good but now =.=; i've lost my interest not toward him but to try my best. he's not responding as he used to. what i wanna do now is juz to wait! MENUNGGU! titik. x nk teheges la! i know usaha tangge kejayaan but only if it doesnt involves feeling! what usaha can i make if the kejayaan is .................................... T.T

LatELy aLL I cOuLd ThInK oF iS jZ Ma LiFe~
HoW pLaiN IT wAS~
No ADvEnTuRe~
no UpS n DoWN~
NOTHING~!
Oh CoMe On~ hOw BoRiNg coUlD iT b MoRe~

FeeLs LiKe EvErYThIn’ S RuIn~
COMPLETELY~
mA miNd StARtS tO WanDeR tO aNoTheR diMEnSIoN oF LiFe~
ThInKiNg oF tHe PosSIBiLiTy~

IF i’M sTroNg EnOuGH~
IF i AvE D gUts~
IF I Jz LeT iT b d waY iT wAS
If I cOuLd Jz LeT hIM kNoW~
LiFe WoUlD B mUcH bEttEr~ i GUeSs~

so thats the end of ma oh-so-boring ramble of my stupidness. gle x de keje. otak merewang mende gile. haty x btol. sume terabor. cuti mmg best. tp seriously x keruan.hahaha bodobodobodo.

location: on the couch
current music: kamenashi kazuya- aishiteru kara

current mood: MAW DEA!