be urself! :D

assalamualaikum and hello world! :*

so here's the thing, mama's word of wisdom that i will never forget. she once told me this when i 1st started working, that u shud not get over headed of urself regardless of wut. be good. be lovable.

dun forget those people who r below u for wo them u wont b where u r today. 

"i was told b4 that im one of the head who didnt care much to went out for lunch n hangout w clerks. 

these people work for u n u have to be good to them for all the work they had done. it is not wrong at all. the ceo personally wants me go back to the bank n i still get calls from the clerks mengadu n mntak tnjuk aja even after 3 years of retirement",- mama.

those words, came acroos my  mind today, when i attended raya open house for our comp's business banking division. big customers were invited. all the front people who liase w them were there.i was there w the kakaks2. reaching there, i went off to find kak liza for the hugs n kissies after such a long time. it was then when i realized that few people was starring at me as if i had done wrong. that when i figured out, i was hugging n touching one of the important person for the department, that i actually chit chatted w people from the mother of banks. same thing goes when the ceo came beside me n we sembang a bit, the abangs was looking at me like i had kill a person and he is the only one who knows bout it. nk ckp dgn ceo pegi la ckp, motif nk tenung2. for me, he is also a human being, bkn nya god nk kna worship smpai nk putih muka menggigil bila dea lalu sebelah je kot. 

it hit me straight away. how they had been seeing me b4? a girl who doesnt talks much, doesnt mingle around, except with the kakaks n they treat me like the kakaks? seriously? i dun get this at all. stop judging!. doesnt mean that i dont talk much at the offce that outside i will never get to know this people. ada orng tu x seberapa pon tp sbb dea hangout dgn the so call famous person that the whole bank pon kenal, she got famous as well. for my case, my circle of person was the kakaks, so i was treated like the kakaks. x seda ke awk tu pangkat dgn saya sama je. nak buat mcm awk tu the owner of the bank. jgn nak buat ayat dea tu manager mcm mana awk knal? hoi kurang aja sgt. for the sake of learning i pretended that i know nothing coz i dont mind starting from a scratch. kakaks ni yg willing to teach not d belagak pandai. jgn nk besa kepala sgt! i choose who i wanna be with. but that doesnt allow me to judge others. same goes to everyone. muka cantek pkai hensem2 dah tapi? nvm juz be urself n try to be the best out of it. coz im still trying. letih la. orng busuk haty ni smpai bila x sng tgk orng. so yeah be urself n have the fun out of it. 

bye.