throwing tantrums

so as i predicted. the judging has been done. the criminal was charged guilty by the court. pffft. like seriously?? ive been blaming myself since forever! its the matter of being a respectful employee, trying hard to get the aura of the work place, to get a hold wut is goin on everywhere, not to annoyingly budging in, everything!!

this negative pressuring challenges is not good. not at all. yet ive endured everything silently. now being the usual heartless individual, nothing is acceptable to their eyes. as a noob, u shall act as a noob. dun try to stir things up. learn it the hard way. u, urself shall dig everything using wutever tools that u have. wut if u werent given any tools to start w? well u shall ask for it. as simple as that. blergh. its a fact that people will stop asking once they didnt get wut they want. 18x ty jwpn pon sama. u wont ask again for the 19th time.

my guards are down. people are getting so full of themselves. only they saw the fact which are contributing to their profits. for the past 25 years of living i havent learn a way to learn things wo guidance. every single thing shud have a proper way of doing it. nak jd artis kna p blaja vokal. kne p ty kt cekgu cemana nk nyanyi. lpas tu cekgu ajaq laaa. tp kalo cekgu ckp hang bantai p la nyanyi asalkan nyanyi. x de nye nk jd siti nurhaliza on the dot. even after asking for help, i still didnt know how to settle things. wut i get u juz do it, then u'll ask for anything. how shall i do this? read it? yupe. yah ive read i so wut? wut shud i dig from this? everything. wut is everything?  this n this. oke so how shall i get to this and this? erm it depends. wut is it depends on? factor a or b. where did this a n b comes from? up to u. huh? ur own call. wut if i called it wrongly? then u will go n correct it but try not to do so. how shud i call it correctly? u'll learn it by time. thats it. lama2 nnt oke la. BERAPA LAMA LGI? smpai dah kna cop lembab. blaja tinggi melayut x dak guna katanya.

bengap sgt agak nya. budak ni bengap nk mampos. be it. dah bengap nk buat cemana. ty pon bengap jugak. x ty lagi bengap. so bengap la selamanya.nk kena jd kurang ajar jugak kot baru nk boleh.

oke bye.