heartquake

*google-ing while trying to look hot. definitely a total failure.*

OMG. its been a year since las ramadhan.

everything is starting all over again.

mothers, aunties, r picking up colours for eid.

mega sales shopping. jalan tar. sogo. u name it. they r everywhere.

ramadhan brings me back to those days in university.

despite of the ups n down of the biological clock, it was a time to remember.

we were occupied w the thesis n assignments to the extent that gsm seems like our home instead.

dun lemme start on the bazaar. *nyummy!*

today, its a different story.

ive lost interest on eid.

n mama cant stop asking what r we going to wear this year.

i dun care. thats wut i told her. im ok w anything.

thats when she went to my sis instead.

the thing is i jus dun care for anything atm.

besides lining up my thoughts back to normal.

which i wont b able to do it when the heart is empty.

seriously, its ridiculous when there's no reason for it.

i was the happiest.

whenever i know that there was always someone there for me.

n i dun simply accept anyone into my life.

be it friends or whoever.

boleyh kire gune jari.

despite of all the good things that has occur this year;

ive been super cool, :p *oke nih tipoo*

ive been at the highest level of intelligence that i cud possibly go

i went up levels of my own limits

ive done lots of new things

yet, when the base is deteriorates, good things can only remain as good things.

n thats how pathetic life has been.

*::*Ya Rabbi, only U knows everything

i did picked the ripest apple from the tree

indeed. it was. n still is.*::*