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heyya! this is a story of a plain girl. at first, she was so bored, staying home doin nothing. Thus, she decided to go out to a shopping mall, without having any thoughts of buying a pair of shoes. she went to the mall the next day, window shopping as usual. out of sudden, the temptation of having a new pair of booty crosses her mind. so yeah, she set a goal to find one that cud cater to her needs. yet she couldn't. being choosy or a perfectionist she is, she had a hard time on deciding which pair that touches her heart. but none of it did. she almost gave up on it until she walk passed by a shop, n there it was. a gorgeous-to-die-4- booty. she grabbed it n went home with a smile on her face. hadn't she know that the smile wont last long enough. as she wore it several time, her feet started to get blister n cut from the shoe. but she ignored it all n wore it as if she felt nothing. bcause she knows what she wants. n because she wants it n she loves it so much that she decided to ignores all the pains as she is aware that it will eventually fades away if she bares with it until the booty will get used to her feet n the same goes to the feet.but if the boot refuse to gv in, she'll let it go. n that applies to everything in her life. she keeps everything she loves to her heart, n wont let go till she knew that her existence is not needed . AS SHE TAKES TIME TO SIMPLY LOVES ANYTHING, SHE LOVES HARDLY.

i have the strength but the courage seems to fade away :"(